Message from @Equinox

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2019-11-14 03:52:44 UTC  

:P

2019-11-14 03:52:45 UTC  

i genuinely don't think he hates himself

2019-11-14 03:52:48 UTC  

are very confident

2019-11-14 03:52:57 UTC  

that voicemails vid makes me.. unsure

2019-11-14 03:53:12 UTC  

thats what makes me SO iffy is that these are private convos

2019-11-14 03:53:13 UTC  

im pretty sure hes got NPD

2019-11-14 03:53:19 UTC  

private discussions

2019-11-14 03:53:22 UTC  

people with NPD have very codependent behaviors as well

2019-11-14 03:53:30 UTC  

but they're much more self-centered in them

2019-11-14 03:53:34 UTC  

and hes ripping himself apart in that "pity me for being shitty 😦 but love me anyway" bpd way

2019-11-14 03:53:36 UTC  

I filled out applications to volunteer for a few animal shelters and I'm torn because I have two that have responded to meeee *conflicted*

2019-11-14 03:54:21 UTC  

people with BPD tend to show more repentence

2019-11-14 03:54:24 UTC  

I mean, I won't pity him for being a shitty person.

2019-11-14 03:54:29 UTC  

He knew what he was doing.

2019-11-14 03:54:31 UTC  

He made his choices.

2019-11-14 03:54:33 UTC  

🤷

2019-11-14 03:54:34 UTC  

and self-awareness honestly

2019-11-14 03:54:42 UTC  

yeah thats true

2019-11-14 03:54:47 UTC  

i KNEW i was being horrible

2019-11-14 03:54:50 UTC  

he reeks of NPD to me

2019-11-14 03:54:54 UTC  

i also dissociate HARD when i split

2019-11-14 03:54:57 UTC  

idk how common that is

2019-11-14 03:55:00 UTC  

BPD you tend to have episodes and then feel regretful later

2019-11-14 03:55:06 UTC  

you can still have high levels of empathy

2019-11-14 03:55:09 UTC  

to the point of self-loathing

2019-11-14 03:55:19 UTC  

so for me it was a very self aware thing that i despised myself for hurting ppl i loved

2019-11-14 03:55:19 UTC  

dissociating is pretty common with any personality disorder

2019-11-14 03:55:24 UTC  

greg... doesnt seem to have that

2019-11-14 03:55:49 UTC  

I like to think of BPD has hot and cold

2019-11-14 03:55:55 UTC  

and NPD as just cold

2019-11-14 03:56:14 UTC  

@Squeaks I saod the muacle memory concept is similar. You have to spread your fingers and press down on the keys but the shape is different.

It's not literally the same.

2019-11-14 03:56:19 UTC  

though if yall havent seen it

2019-11-14 03:56:24 UTC  

Eeeehh..

2019-11-14 03:56:27 UTC  

Subnautica 💪🏻

2019-11-14 03:56:28 UTC  

yall should watch the iraq vets vid

2019-11-14 03:56:29 UTC  

Muscle memory is a broad category 🤷

2019-11-14 03:56:29 UTC  

🌊

2019-11-14 03:56:34 UTC  

@Equinox wait what

2019-11-14 03:56:35 UTC  

You can get muscle memory for literally anything lmao.

2019-11-14 03:56:50 UTC  

2 iraq vets went over onion boy's military history

2019-11-14 03:56:50 UTC  

what are yall even talking about related to muscle memory