ehhh

for me regular vivid dreams are more rare

however lucid dreams half of them have overrealistic vividness to them

I can phisically feel the texture of cobblestones and other crap I touch

medication for what

hyperactivity?

No.

Ah, aye... mostly I go for the "earned my sleep" state.. but when I do the dreams I manifest are all the more hyperreal.

Depression.

Understandable

But also I couldn't get a full night's sleep.

I haven't touch midn altering medication yet

I hope I can go without it

just vitamins and minerals

Only things I go for is nicotine (vape in the modern), caffeine and a touch of wine.

sometimes I come home HANGRY but i aint taking no chillpill for that

ill just eat like a horse

oh yeah

Thing is, before getting on those meds, I once had a moment while trying to fall asleep (was attempting to learn meditation at the time), there was an incident where I ***felt*** the dark side calling to me. It was a really fucked-up moment, and ever since, I've never really been able to meditate.

maybe all that coke I drank 5 years straight must have fucked my head

it was then I had a sillence of no dreams for 3 years straight

during that period

caffeine did something

with the tons of sugar

The only drug I really take (aside from meds) is caffeine. Last year I chose to severely cut back on my caffeine intake, reducing the 4-6 cans of soda a day to one. Doesn't seem to have affected my dreaming at all.

I was drinking 2.5 liters/daily of coke

almost ended up with type 2 diabetes

I ran into that when I was in puberty involving some rather *perverse* aspects that caused me to forcibly recoil from my shadow.

replaced water basically

I did get over it, using guided meditations.

I scared myself with that one.

after I was close to type 2 dyabetes I went of Hardcore keto and lost 30 kg in 70 days

I still drink soda every once ina full moon

but not to replace water with it like in the past

fuck that

nice

Libertarians dont count

After I burnt myself hard on Mountain Dew (the workplace had it free), I pretty much cut myseld to non-carbonated drinks mostly.

Though when I lived with my bro (who had cut over from Coke to sparkling water) I did that.. but I'm mostly to tea/coffee & plane water.

Sometimes the Rehab Monsters when having a superlong day.