I do take Omega 3s.

it's doing somethhing but not enough imo

Yeah, straight-up fish oil.

I learned it because child-me entertained the Venom Spiderman arch of the 90s far too seriously.

I take it for other reasons, though.

the best way to control a lucid dream is to stay calm but good luck lol

And my dreamscape is the one place where I have absolute control.

yesterday my mind was so confounded my head started hurting for a solid 30 seconds

during the nap I had

and the very short lived lucid dream

My life is so boring, I look forward to the inspired chaos of my dreamscapes.

I can feel my left lobe surging with immense electrical activity as stupid and retarded as that sounds

I got way too excited yesterday

usually I fair better with lucid dreams

take it easy and fly away

not yesterday

maybe the heat fucked me

Thing is, I used to dream increadibly vividly, before I started on my current medications in '06. The trade-off was worth it, because it helped me level out, but since then I've been slowly but surely getting my dream powers back.

ehhh

for me regular vivid dreams are more rare

however lucid dreams half of them have overrealistic vividness to them

I can phisically feel the texture of cobblestones and other crap I touch

medication for what

hyperactivity?

No.

Ah, aye... mostly I go for the "earned my sleep" state.. but when I do the dreams I manifest are all the more hyperreal.

Depression.

Understandable

But also I couldn't get a full night's sleep.

I haven't touch midn altering medication yet

I hope I can go without it

just vitamins and minerals

Only things I go for is nicotine (vape in the modern), caffeine and a touch of wine.

sometimes I come home HANGRY but i aint taking no chillpill for that

ill just eat like a horse

oh yeah

Thing is, before getting on those meds, I once had a moment while trying to fall asleep (was attempting to learn meditation at the time), there was an incident where I ***felt*** the dark side calling to me. It was a really fucked-up moment, and ever since, I've never really been able to meditate.

maybe all that coke I drank 5 years straight must have fucked my head

it was then I had a sillence of no dreams for 3 years straight

during that period

caffeine did something