You're too weak to encounter these realizations on your own, what makes you think you'd be worthy of them

Your gonna turn this into a murder suicide

I don't have to value all life equally to know when the chaff is separating itself

Defeatism deserves to die off so it doesn't reproduce

also i think 50k would last me about 3yr if I did nothing unnecessary, could probably double that if i go back to mooching off family members

Die with a grenade in your hand soldier not pointing a revolver at yourself

>wanting to kill yourself at 30

are you incel or something

they all wanna do that

I mean anything older than 30 is getting old

they dont like wizardhood apparently

Not even close lol

i don't wanna be old

hardly

then work out and diet properly

and you'll be fit into your 80s as tohugh you were in your 40s

then i'll be old *and* exhausted

You don't have any clue as to human physiology

and you wanna off yourself

smh

You won't be exhausted unless that is what you're working out for

seriously tho what're you fags gonna do with 80-100 years
it's gonna get boring is it not

No, I'll have wealth and greandkids/great grandkids to involve myself with

Social and community outreach to better the world I and my family immediately live in

greandkids? soyelnt geren?

Grandkids

I'm drunk atm so forgive the typos

grindkids

Point is I plan on having a thriving family and I already have my career path and girlfriend sorted out

I just need to coast there now through effort and diligence

>drunk
I'd probably be optimistic if i was drunk too

I'm optimistic without intoxicants either because I'm not a defeatist cuck who lets other people and the world tell him his fate.

And I wasn't born like this

I only begun to have even an inkling of this mindset when I was 14

Look at this booooy

I must go on another perilous adventure
run out of fucking milk

And even now it's not fully developed

Still have to learn and hone plenty about myself. I'm not perfect but there's nothing stopping me from striving for it.

Milk is bae

Whole milk or go home

raw milk for chads