and have failed

allowing the poison of doubt to entirely corrupt your perception of life

No lies detected

can't fail if there's nothing of value to be gained
*tap side of head*

If you think life has nothing to be gained you might be a child or a retard

I'm betting child

mentally speaking that is

educate me daddy

Of course things can be gained

Nah you can off yourself I'm not your guardian, more resources for my family instead

You're too weak to encounter these realizations on your own, what makes you think you'd be worthy of them

Your gonna turn this into a murder suicide

I don't have to value all life equally to know when the chaff is separating itself

Defeatism deserves to die off so it doesn't reproduce

also i think 50k would last me about 3yr if I did nothing unnecessary, could probably double that if i go back to mooching off family members

Die with a grenade in your hand soldier not pointing a revolver at yourself

>wanting to kill yourself at 30

are you incel or something

they all wanna do that

I mean anything older than 30 is getting old

they dont like wizardhood apparently

Not even close lol

i don't wanna be old

hardly

then work out and diet properly

and you'll be fit into your 80s as tohugh you were in your 40s

then i'll be old *and* exhausted

You don't have any clue as to human physiology

and you wanna off yourself

smh

You won't be exhausted unless that is what you're working out for

seriously tho what're you fags gonna do with 80-100 years
it's gonna get boring is it not

No, I'll have wealth and greandkids/great grandkids to involve myself with

Social and community outreach to better the world I and my family immediately live in

greandkids? soyelnt geren?

Grandkids

I'm drunk atm so forgive the typos

grindkids

Point is I plan on having a thriving family and I already have my career path and girlfriend sorted out

I just need to coast there now through effort and diligence

>drunk
I'd probably be optimistic if i was drunk too