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2018-10-02 02:15:36 UTC  

He said "war means fighting and fighting means killin"

2018-10-02 02:15:42 UTC  

Nathan Bedford Forrest

2018-10-02 02:15:45 UTC  

I believe

2018-10-02 02:16:31 UTC  

Anyways they constantly talk shit about that dude but the guy was about his troops man. Kkk was just an organization for vets of the old army at first. As soon as it started get racist-y he bounced and denounced it

2018-10-02 02:16:48 UTC  

Who knows who else they've smeared

2018-10-02 02:17:07 UTC  

Shit I have a public school education so I'm probably barely more educated than someone in a Brazilian favela

2018-10-02 02:17:52 UTC  

Haha, you should have become a freemason instead of going to school, you'd probably know more truth than the rest of us peasants

2018-10-02 02:18:41 UTC  

Yea, once I have kids, I wont be sending them to public school... well, probably not, because ill probably still be poor but with more mouths to feed

2018-10-02 02:19:54 UTC  

Well I hope not

2018-10-02 02:20:00 UTC  

You still in school?

2018-10-02 02:20:11 UTC  

Nah, im in my 30s

2018-10-02 02:20:33 UTC  

Cool cool

2018-10-02 02:20:43 UTC  

I'm 30 and I'm just waking up too man

2018-10-02 02:20:59 UTC  

Yea, seems to be a pretty common theme these days

2018-10-02 02:21:37 UTC  

But I was tricked into never wanting a family, now im 34, so I'm trying to find a woman to date... but boy, slim pickings

2018-10-02 02:21:51 UTC  

Ya spend your 20s as an atheist anarch and you wake up and realize all the time you wasted being a fucking loser

2018-10-02 02:22:00 UTC  

lol TRUTH

2018-10-02 02:22:07 UTC  

Yeah man

2018-10-02 02:22:24 UTC  

I sure did level up a bunch of imaginary caracters in video games and smoked a bunch of pot... but not much else

2018-10-02 02:23:02 UTC  

Whooooo technically I'm still doing that but I'm also leveling up my spirituality and my values and my conviction to those values so *shrug* it's a long road

2018-10-02 02:23:34 UTC  

Nothing wrong with video games, but I've come to learn that life is about balance

2018-10-02 02:23:47 UTC  

Yep yep

2018-10-02 02:24:08 UTC  

You got it man. And I was in that same trap. My ex wife parents told us not to waste time with kids and to enjoy our lives.

2018-10-02 02:24:21 UTC  

Yeah how ironic is that coming from the folks with t
5 kids...

2018-10-02 02:24:29 UTC  

Wow, the parents said that? Hateful

2018-10-02 02:24:46 UTC  

Yep yep and the stuff they did after our divorce is even more so. Oh well. They will suffer and die.

2018-10-02 02:24:53 UTC  

What else is there in life?

2018-10-02 02:25:37 UTC  

Exactly man.

2018-10-02 02:25:46 UTC  

So blind and stupid and selfish

2018-10-02 02:26:17 UTC  

hey, we were tricked. My parents did their best, I was a selfhish a-hole

2018-10-02 02:27:28 UTC  

My mom begged us for grandkids and I was like "mom shut up". Can lead a horse to water...but if that horse is a self involved fucktard...

2018-10-02 02:27:46 UTC  

It's funny how I even got to this point in waking up, would you believe if I said Trump winning in 2016 started my journey? I didn't even vote for him, but I had to learn why he won... and down the rabbit hole I went

2018-10-02 02:29:15 UTC  

Maybe a year later, I had a pretty good grasp on whats happening in the world... basically the exact opposite of what I thought. Embarrassing now to I look back, but most friends all took the same path. Losers :\

2018-10-02 02:29:37 UTC  

Dude

2018-10-02 02:29:40 UTC  

Right on

2018-10-02 02:29:42 UTC  

Like I said

2018-10-02 02:29:47 UTC  

Welcome to the winning team

2018-10-02 02:29:56 UTC  

The trash you left behind is just that

2018-10-02 02:30:15 UTC  

I'm just glad God reached out and got your attention one way or another

2018-10-02 02:30:34 UTC  

The truth will always be there if people wanna find it

2018-10-02 02:31:02 UTC  

Indeed, embracing God was a scary thing. I was one of those "you believe in a bearded man in the sky" people. The type of person I would jsut feel sorry for at this point in my life