Message from @Szayel's Pooppion

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2018-11-19 14:11:44 UTC  

Honestly if I had all the time in the world in my hands like as a teen I would have made a vid lol

2018-11-19 14:11:53 UTC  

I used to love making fan vids back then

2018-11-19 14:12:01 UTC  

Maybe I can during my holiday break

2018-11-19 14:12:01 UTC  

there is still time

2018-11-19 14:12:05 UTC  

see.

2018-11-19 14:12:58 UTC  

They don’t make Jesse thug life vids

2018-11-19 14:13:03 UTC  

Maybe I’m the only one who can

2018-11-19 14:13:11 UTC  

Nothing a therapist can tell you that you cant get from reading the bible or praying but at the same time, its good to talk to a neutral person so I dont knock it at all

2018-11-19 14:13:11 UTC  

good

2018-11-19 14:13:13 UTC  

He’s deff thug life material

2018-11-19 14:13:15 UTC  

Lmao

2018-11-19 14:14:01 UTC  

Yeah, I go to therapy still now just bc I like my therapist a lot. She’s a Christian too, and I really enjoy just talking with someone in a comforting setting bc I’m still a woman. Hahahaha

2018-11-19 14:14:13 UTC  

Also since that’s the profession I want to get into so she does give me advice on that

2018-11-19 14:15:14 UTC  

When I become one Id want to carry on jesses message to forgive the parents and drop the anger

2018-11-19 14:15:38 UTC  

And watch how their life unfolds, watch the depression and anxiety decrease

2018-11-19 14:16:27 UTC  

Good point

2018-11-19 14:17:37 UTC  

I have a behavioral therapist for ptsd but dont visit her often, maybe like once or twice a year, she has me come in to make sure im good and not at risk

2018-11-19 14:18:17 UTC  

That’s really good

2018-11-19 14:18:40 UTC  

There are good therapists, I know from experience

2018-11-19 14:18:44 UTC  

There are not good ones too

2018-11-19 14:18:50 UTC  

That have their own issues still

2018-11-19 14:18:56 UTC  

I get asked all those same questions, suicidal thoughts, harming people, etc etc.

2018-11-19 14:19:13 UTC  

Yeah

2018-11-19 14:19:20 UTC  

I get same once a month I think

2018-11-19 14:19:43 UTC  

My best therapist helped me rise out of my trauma when I was 12

2018-11-19 14:20:16 UTC  

I was molested by my cousin at that time, so as a defense mechanism I started dressing as a boy to make myself unattractive

2018-11-19 14:20:25 UTC  

So she got me to stop doing that eventually

2018-11-19 14:20:33 UTC  

I even was saying to address me as a he

2018-11-19 14:20:37 UTC  

Wow

2018-11-19 14:20:44 UTC  

That’s how I also know transgender identity issues are trauma

2018-11-19 14:20:47 UTC  

It’s not natural

2018-11-19 14:21:24 UTC  

Imagine if I were doing that in this day and age as a result of trauma; the therapist due to liberal propaganda would be *encouraging* me instead of discouraging it

2018-11-19 14:21:30 UTC  

So I’d never heal

2018-11-19 14:22:25 UTC  

Amazing, good point - life could be changed drastically over liberal propaganda

2018-11-19 14:23:19 UTC  

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2018-11-19 14:23:32 UTC  

I’m so happy I had her to guide me out of that

2018-11-19 14:23:54 UTC  

It was traumatic for me bc I grew up with that cousin like a brother

2018-11-19 14:24:02 UTC  

So it rlly messed me up

2018-11-19 14:24:28 UTC  

I can only imagine

2018-11-19 14:26:24 UTC  

Worst part of my ptsd is paranoia and my dark sense of humor and insensitivity to death but I think paranoia keeps me alive - otherwise I feel generally healthy especially since getting off meds

2018-11-19 14:26:46 UTC  

That’s so great, I’m weaning off my antidepressant myself.