Message from @Szayel's Pooppion
Discord ID: 514079549500424203
People like that being angry and having attitudes when I’m the one dealing with stuff but on my own, I don’t have an attitude about it
But seeing them like that will trigger a feeling in me
you’ve come a good long way in only a few months - as long as you don’t repeat their behavior back towards them, it might be ok to feel a certain way but I can relate
Ty :D
But that’s what I mean, I did get caught up in arguing with her and returning the tone
But towards the end of it I let it go and went back down
She was mad bc she overheard me having a conversation, probably with my cousin and what I said offended her
So I told her I apologize that she had to hear that, I wasn’t planning on her overhearing
And then it deescalated pretty much
Although she still was getting smart towards the end I let it go
Yeah, what makes you better is that you recognize and realize it... maybe before you would just act that way and not even realize it
& I told her that I apologize but on the other hand it’s not right for her to unleash her anger on me over what I said bc I’m entitled to have my opinions & that her anger isn’t justified. She said it was justified so I was just like okay
Right, I gotta get to that point eventually lol
Although during the argument I did remember Jesse say just watch them freak out & be like oh wow they’re dying lol
She doesnt realize its not ok and you do which is big difference
Hahaha, true
She overheard me say something about women
there's a new section on Discord for JLP fan videos music and memes:
And my mom has always had a feminist brainwash mindset
So you can imagine lol
also, the meme section has been deleted and from now on post random memes with the other random stuff in <#489627090300305418>
Cool
She was also telling me how I have so many issues to have said such a thing & I need to get more therapy, I need to meet with my therapist more ( see her bi weekly) & I’m just thinking... pffft 0Ooof
I'm hoping that having a Fan Submissions channel will encourage folks to try their hand at making JLP videos and music.
Honestly if I had all the time in the world in my hands like as a teen I would have made a vid lol
I used to love making fan vids back then
Maybe I can during my holiday break
there is still time
see.
They don’t make Jesse thug life vids
Maybe I’m the only one who can
Nothing a therapist can tell you that you cant get from reading the bible or praying but at the same time, its good to talk to a neutral person so I dont knock it at all
good
He’s deff thug life material
Lmao
Yeah, I go to therapy still now just bc I like my therapist a lot. She’s a Christian too, and I really enjoy just talking with someone in a comforting setting bc I’m still a woman. Hahahaha
Also since that’s the profession I want to get into so she does give me advice on that
When I become one Id want to carry on jesses message to forgive the parents and drop the anger
And watch how their life unfolds, watch the depression and anxiety decrease