Yeah

I get same once a month I think

My best therapist helped me rise out of my trauma when I was 12

I was molested by my cousin at that time, so as a defense mechanism I started dressing as a boy to make myself unattractive

So she got me to stop doing that eventually

I even was saying to address me as a he

Wow

That’s how I also know transgender identity issues are trauma

It’s not natural

Imagine if I were doing that in this day and age as a result of trauma; the therapist due to liberal propaganda would be *encouraging* me instead of discouraging it

So I’d never heal

Amazing, good point - life could be changed drastically over liberal propaganda

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I’m so happy I had her to guide me out of that

It was traumatic for me bc I grew up with that cousin like a brother

So it rlly messed me up

I can only imagine

Worst part of my ptsd is paranoia and my dark sense of humor and insensitivity to death but I think paranoia keeps me alive - otherwise I feel generally healthy especially since getting off meds

That’s so great, I’m weaning off my antidepressant myself.

I have a dark sense of humor as well

I had to wean off little by little

I noticed your insensitivity towards death but I can also understand that given you being a veteran

Theyd prescribe me anti-depressants to deal with PTSD which i thought made it worse and made me more tired all the time

Oh wow

Did you take Paxil by any chance?

Sure did and that was the hardest to ween off

That’s what I’m weaning off now, for depression, anxiety & nightmares from ptsd

OMG

it is hard!

Horrible when you dont get a refill in time

The nightmares have come back hard as hell

I’m also having motion sickness

Once you get to that 3rd day without, it gets bad

Brain zaps and all

That’s what happened to me

That’s crazy

I’m weaning off properly now

Which I planned to do

But what happened was I was so busy I forgot to pick it up

And the pharmacy was closed

So I went without about 3 days