Message from @Orlando

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2018-11-19 14:21:24 UTC  

Imagine if I were doing that in this day and age as a result of trauma; the therapist due to liberal propaganda would be *encouraging* me instead of discouraging it

2018-11-19 14:21:30 UTC  

So I’d never heal

2018-11-19 14:22:25 UTC  

Amazing, good point - life could be changed drastically over liberal propaganda

2018-11-19 14:23:19 UTC  

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2018-11-19 14:23:32 UTC  

I’m so happy I had her to guide me out of that

2018-11-19 14:23:54 UTC  

It was traumatic for me bc I grew up with that cousin like a brother

2018-11-19 14:24:02 UTC  

So it rlly messed me up

2018-11-19 14:24:28 UTC  

I can only imagine

2018-11-19 14:26:24 UTC  

Worst part of my ptsd is paranoia and my dark sense of humor and insensitivity to death but I think paranoia keeps me alive - otherwise I feel generally healthy especially since getting off meds

2018-11-19 14:26:46 UTC  

That’s so great, I’m weaning off my antidepressant myself.

2018-11-19 14:26:52 UTC  

I have a dark sense of humor as well

2018-11-19 14:26:58 UTC  

I had to wean off little by little

2018-11-19 14:27:18 UTC  

I noticed your insensitivity towards death but I can also understand that given you being a veteran

2018-11-19 14:29:04 UTC  

Theyd prescribe me anti-depressants to deal with PTSD which i thought made it worse and made me more tired all the time

2018-11-19 14:29:45 UTC  

Oh wow

2018-11-19 14:29:52 UTC  

Did you take Paxil by any chance?

2018-11-19 14:30:05 UTC  

Sure did and that was the hardest to ween off

2018-11-19 14:30:13 UTC  

That’s what I’m weaning off now, for depression, anxiety & nightmares from ptsd

2018-11-19 14:30:19 UTC  

OMG

2018-11-19 14:30:22 UTC  

it is hard!

2018-11-19 14:30:27 UTC  

Horrible when you dont get a refill in time

2018-11-19 14:30:30 UTC  

The nightmares have come back hard as hell

2018-11-19 14:30:37 UTC  

I’m also having motion sickness

2018-11-19 14:30:52 UTC  

Once you get to that 3rd day without, it gets bad

2018-11-19 14:30:59 UTC  

Brain zaps and all

2018-11-19 14:31:04 UTC  

That’s what happened to me

2018-11-19 14:31:07 UTC  

That’s crazy

2018-11-19 14:31:18 UTC  

I’m weaning off properly now

2018-11-19 14:31:21 UTC  

Which I planned to do

2018-11-19 14:31:30 UTC  

But what happened was I was so busy I forgot to pick it up

2018-11-19 14:31:36 UTC  

And the pharmacy was closed

2018-11-19 14:31:51 UTC  

So I went without about 3 days

2018-11-19 14:31:58 UTC  

I’m back just with a lower dose still

2018-11-19 14:32:22 UTC  

Yepp, thats the best way to go instead of cold turkey based on my experience

2018-11-19 14:34:05 UTC  

But i do notice not being on meds, i get irritated easier and have rage fits but thats when i try to remember JLPs advice and scriptures

2018-11-19 14:35:48 UTC  

Yeah, I’m worried to find the difference with me too for that reason

2018-11-19 14:35:54 UTC  

Probably will also be more irritable

2018-11-19 14:36:05 UTC  

For sure

2018-11-19 14:36:14 UTC  

Its like a trade off lol

2018-11-19 14:36:18 UTC  

My health condition they say causes mood swings

2018-11-19 14:36:23 UTC  

I have hyperthyroidism