Message from @ETBrooD

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2019-09-16 02:27:53 UTC  

I wouldn't trust some fucking hippy run clinic to control the environment for taking DMT. We are talking about total loss of ego and self, the potential for abuse is astronomical! This is real MKUltra level shit and you want some fucker you don't know controlling the environment? I'll take a pass on that thanks .

2019-09-16 03:09:45 UTC  

I just mean a place where you can lock yourself alone in a comfy room and pick the music. That doesn't let you leave while high

2019-09-16 03:10:38 UTC  

Like a hookah lounge made out of private booths

2019-09-16 08:36:29 UTC  

DMT is a drug that wishes to be shared, it's non-addictive and super intense, probably the most intense we know for now, it's true though, the field of psychology is seriously exploring the usefulness of "mind expanding" drugs, however- it is a super personal one, ego death is for you to explore and self determine what its purpose is, there are commonalities we all have with such things yet personal scrutiny is of most importance, not the advice of some agenda laced "professional." It is the information age, you'll have to either ask locally or find it on your own, I only feel safe saying "dark web" and "Tor browser."

2019-09-16 08:43:29 UTC  

I personally believe it can help people with an addiction problem like alcohol, or are super depressed.

2019-09-16 08:46:06 UTC  

Also- don't do it alone for your first couple times, you need someone to say "it's just the drugs" when you start to panic screaming "OH GOD I'M DYING, I'M FUCKING DYING!"

2019-09-16 10:23:16 UTC  

Or just don’t be a fucking degenerate and stop taking drugs.

2019-09-16 10:26:23 UTC  

What is the degeneracy? Sitting in your apartment?

2019-09-16 10:27:24 UTC  

I know right, we should all be in an endless state of pursuing success at Elon Musk levels, or be sent to gas chambers. Oh wait- he smokes dope.

2019-09-16 10:30:15 UTC  

Nuance, is key, pot is not crack or smack. Nor are tryptamines. Reminds me of the saying "a poor man that drinks alcohol has a problem, a rich man that drinks alcohol has class."

2019-09-16 10:31:45 UTC  

Bold faced hypocrisies and idiocies of humanity.

2019-09-16 10:45:02 UTC  

Also, you said "fucking" you are by definition, a degenerate in someone's circle somewhere also.

2019-09-16 10:55:42 UTC  

I don't think Amy Winehouse was considered classy, and she wasn't even a man, so uhm

2019-09-16 10:57:14 UTC  

A pro and con example?

2019-09-16 10:57:35 UTC  

I just don't see the validity in the quote

2019-09-16 10:58:42 UTC  

Well for Amy, you could say she got a pass on her abuses with the trade off of over compensation in a talent society appreciated, as in the case with most successful artists.

2019-09-16 10:58:59 UTC  

No one that I knew defended her drug problems

2019-09-16 10:59:10 UTC  

People were worried as hell for her if anything

2019-09-16 11:00:18 UTC  

It's a different mentality, if you are a talentless heroin abuser, no one gives a fuck, die in a sewer, if you are a successful heroin abuser "oh I hope they get help, what a tragedy"

2019-09-16 11:00:46 UTC  

Point is, either way people are able to see the problem, and they call it out

2019-09-16 11:00:48 UTC  

It's about leverage, if you're going to fuck up in this life, better have something to trade with it

2019-09-16 11:01:30 UTC  

I'd actually say poor people have some privilege in that regard actually, as the fact that they are poor makes them appear more like victims, whereas rich people "have no excuse cause they have so much shit"

2019-09-16 11:01:44 UTC  

But again- nuance is something lacking in a conversation I'd expect from people with zero experience, the conversation was about non-addictive substances, unlike what Amy struggled with.

2019-09-16 11:02:00 UTC  

Non-addictive? Weed is addictive no doubt

2019-09-16 11:02:07 UTC  

I smoked it for a whole year almost straight

2019-09-16 11:02:11 UTC  

I know how it works

2019-09-16 11:02:26 UTC  

Have you shot up heroin?

2019-09-16 11:02:36 UTC  

No, I was scared of "chemical drugs"

2019-09-16 11:02:58 UTC  

I smoke weed when I have access to it, I don't want to rob my fucking parents for money to buy it.

2019-09-16 11:03:17 UTC  

That doesn't mean no one who smokes weed is addicted

2019-09-16 11:03:22 UTC  

to it

2019-09-16 11:03:46 UTC  

In the German language we actually make a distinction between two types of addiction

2019-09-16 11:03:59 UTC  

We call it "Sucht" and the other "Abhängigkeit"

2019-09-16 11:04:11 UTC  

We also do in English

2019-09-16 11:05:00 UTC  

Sucht is the simple form of drug abuse that everyone experiences who doesn't *want* to let go, but it's not neccessarily Abhängigkeit, which is when you actually *can't* stop because you experirence strong physical withdrawal symptoms

2019-09-16 11:05:25 UTC  

E.g. weed falls into the former, whereas heroin falls into the latter

2019-09-16 11:06:01 UTC  

So, your life was so boring you used weed to run away, You are German, of course you did.

2019-09-16 11:06:34 UTC  

Well it was a number of factors combined that led me into it

2019-09-16 11:06:47 UTC  

But my point is, I was addicted

2019-09-16 11:06:58 UTC  

Just not strongly addicted, I *could* and eventually *did* stop