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Hmmm, at what point does nothing relate? I think this is relativism. And I don't mean that is some silly academic shut down, but when you throw up your arms and say 'everything is the same let's have fun'. That kind of thinking does not end well. At some time you have to decide where you are.

ive tried to shut out the world and sometimes i think ive come very close but it never lasts

i get very frustrated caring so much

you could try KYS

Me too. I try to talk to people a lot. Sometimes I just get so angry that I cannot communicate anything and just quit. But I always come back. I really shouldn't. The current society does not value interaction. I have to suffer a lot of wasted opportunity elsewhere, especially in being a normal person who does XYZ and makes life easy for themselves.

occasionally you have to check out

What's your relationship with narcotics, my dear friends?

If you are really struggling, cannabis and some others might help, besides the meme part of it

im straight laced

occasionally like once a year ill have a beer or two

Occasionally, like once a year ill have a spliff or two. The rest of the year I drink beer.

i smoked a little when i was in colorado other wise i dont i live in a state with one of the harshes marijuana laws

I am not much of a smoker but I can say it provides a certain type of clarity, also its soothing

im less tense when ive smoked

my life is very stressfull

For me, I cannot do anything part-time. When I studied Marx I did 2 years degree in 2 weeks. Now I need a break and drink beer as a career. Soon I will do something else. I used to be a Fascist. AMA.

i was once a member of the ycl

That's very noble. I was thinking of such activities. What is your experience?

in college i was a member of the young communist league i organized rallies and sit ins and i volunteered at an anarchist collective but things were very different back then

I prefer rational people who are open to change the way they think over redpilled ideology zealots

i like to think at least i hope that im an independant thinker

Everyone is dumb. guided by feelings. But no matter how rational you are, the strongest scientist, when it comes to hard decisions they always choose emotions. Name one scientist who hated what they do. Exactly. When you challenge your primal emotions, that's when you are able to experience new ideas. Otherwise it is just an experiment. Wew, I've gone too far.

No no I see what you mean, very true

im very controlled by feelings ive taught myself to disconnect in a sense i think its better described as ive used a form of desentizing on myself

exposure therapy i guess

i honestly dont envy the youth coming out of a safe space culture

In the end, I think because we forced to confront ourselves, it is a bad thing. Why should we be dragged into the torment? We all know the bad condition which bring us to this. But let's not celebrate. Deep down, we all know things have to change. I don't know what that is, exactly. But there is something stirring in us and others. It will come out more and more in the future.

i hope youre right i worry about the next generation

opposition cant be avoided forever

We are all martyrs on the dartboard of oppression.

yes

Would you have not become what others will soon be?

As long as we are together.

Bracing the wave.

i spent a great deal of time lamenting the thought that their were people who didnt see things as i did but i was very young and idealistic

but i wasnt sheltered and that was a good thing

i see young people in their late teens and twenties just cant handle opposition they get so upset by it

Mmmmmmm

They are angry and in offensive mode.