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Yes I have stupid degree don't attack me.
it can at least bring you peace of mind
What was your conclusion?
Correct observation but ultimate unsatifactory to those who have analystical leanings. I.e. it works for peasents but once you get the western virus it is very, very hard to use unless you detach and become a mystic
I mean sure, but if the western rationalism fails to bring you a peace of mind, you have to resort to beliefs.
@Robin Thanks. I think I am just obsessed with working out a solution. There is none. But I want to try because I somehow feel invested in others and want to help them. A big weakness on mine.
Or just be a goddamn nihilist after saying Fuck it, I found these were the only ways ahead of me
i know exactly how you feel and ive fallen into incredible depressions because of it
one does not simply become a nihilist
Ah believe me, when you're in the middle of this clusterfuck of ideas and realize nothing relates, it becomes fairly easy
Luckily I'm not one though
tempararily
a deeply feeling person doesnt switch off
personality traits are not easily changed
hi
hello
Hmmm, at what point does nothing relate? I think this is relativism. And I don't mean that is some silly academic shut down, but when you throw up your arms and say 'everything is the same let's have fun'. That kind of thinking does not end well. At some time you have to decide where you are.
ive tried to shut out the world and sometimes i think ive come very close but it never lasts
i get very frustrated caring so much
you could try KYS
Me too. I try to talk to people a lot. Sometimes I just get so angry that I cannot communicate anything and just quit. But I always come back. I really shouldn't. The current society does not value interaction. I have to suffer a lot of wasted opportunity elsewhere, especially in being a normal person who does XYZ and makes life easy for themselves.
occasionally you have to check out
What's your relationship with narcotics, my dear friends?
If you are really struggling, cannabis and some others might help, besides the meme part of it
im straight laced
occasionally like once a year ill have a beer or two
Occasionally, like once a year ill have a spliff or two. The rest of the year I drink beer.
i smoked a little when i was in colorado other wise i dont i live in a state with one of the harshes marijuana laws
I am not much of a smoker but I can say it provides a certain type of clarity, also its soothing
im less tense when ive smoked
my life is very stressfull
For me, I cannot do anything part-time. When I studied Marx I did 2 years degree in 2 weeks. Now I need a break and drink beer as a career. Soon I will do something else. I used to be a Fascist. AMA.
i was once a member of the ycl
That's very noble. I was thinking of such activities. What is your experience?
in college i was a member of the young communist league i organized rallies and sit ins and i volunteered at an anarchist collective but things were very different back then
I prefer rational people who are open to change the way they think over redpilled ideology zealots
i like to think at least i hope that im an independant thinker
Everyone is dumb. guided by feelings. But no matter how rational you are, the strongest scientist, when it comes to hard decisions they always choose emotions. Name one scientist who hated what they do. Exactly. When you challenge your primal emotions, that's when you are able to experience new ideas. Otherwise it is just an experiment. Wew, I've gone too far.
No no I see what you mean, very true
im very controlled by feelings ive taught myself to disconnect in a sense i think its better described as ive used a form of desentizing on myself