hahaha

"honor" is really funny, along with "humility" and bunch of others

not that they are wrong, in the way people think of them

these words are the ones that could make me go and crusade

O' day, arise!
shine your light , the atoms are dancing

Thanks to Him the universe is dancing,
overcome with ecstasy , free from body and mind

I'll whisper in your ear where their dance is leading them.

All the atoms in the air and in the desert are dancing ,
puzzled and drunken to the ray of light,
they seem insane.

All these atoms are not so different than we are,
happy or miserable,
perplexed and bewildered

We are all beings in the ray of LIGHT from The Beloved,
nothing can be said.

i mean, from an objective standpoint, bullshit

hahaha

Martyrdom is the purest devotion.

All good religions must give martyrs a free ticket to heaven.

Buddhism doesn't/

is it? what if you are wrong and there is no god waiting to embrace you on the other side?

It doesn't matter whatsoever. You already realised in yourself the internalisation of the ultimate meaning.

and you'll die happily with believing in it?

Could you imagine the euphoria that martyrs feel? But you have to **fully** know it.

isn't the rational mind and intelligence and wit is a curse?

The mind is dead. What have your done to overcome it?

If the crisis of existence is to find meaning. Then martyrs have the cheat codes.

it is not dead as long as i'm able to type in here, at least in this reality

i agree

do you sometimes wish still being a devoted christian and not thinking about it?

All the time.

Jealous even.

there was a time around 10-11 years ago

that i decided something was wrong and i decided to analyze the social interactions

and imitated the chads, eventually became one

if you are familiar with the concept of chads, from the internet meme dialect

I am.

and for around 2-3 years, i was fully a chad

i haven't even thought about the past and labeled my younger self as a "loser"

then one day it came to me, like a lightning striked upon my brain, out of nowhere

i asked what the fuck am i doing

and what is the point

and why

three questions

RIP penis.

hahaha

indeed

i still miss those times

i wish it never had this awakening or whatever, more like someone casted a curse on me