if u can figure out how to do that then all the luck to you

Being a psych simply isnt the job for me

i dunno loners are usually good at it

Perfect

You need to be a bit of a loner to understand people i think

Of course

Especially if you observe them too

exactly

hard to observe if you're in the drama

Exactly

it's kind of annoying too

being sucked into someone else's drama

Yeah takes practice to get good avoiding

I respect myself more weirdly not trying to be social in a big way

Yeah my friends are always asking me to hangout so I do sometimes so I dont seem to be a total freak.

i climbed the ladder ssocially in my early 20s

and everyone at the top was bulimic

and i realised it was a con

you guys might be looking in the wrong spheres

Socially I was good from 14-16 but before I was a pretty ruthless child who was delusional

What do you mean?

where do you go to find friends?

Internet

College

Yeah internet atm

And uni yeah

College soon

Not worried about friends though

but internet is nice at the moment

look for something that you enjoy and find people that enjoy that too

something not many other people do

Life isnt about enjoyment

Yes

fucking aye

if you want to find friends that mean anything to you

I'd like to find a friend for sure but he or she simply wont be a true friend

I just value people who value me

On a real level

and people who make music with me

Hell even my closest friends will most likely go away

what do you mean true friend?