And quantified in importance

Hey I tried to please others and that left me even worse than I already was

Hell I got pure abandonment mental issues last time

How can you not havei ssues in this environment tho

its cold af

Why else would I be isolated?

Even the people who you think arent isolated are

Shit is more fun sitting around playing vg and watching youtube and reading

To me atleast

what bothers me is that most people cant relate

Yeah most people are afraid to stop participating

I was

but fuck it

I wonder. Perhaps I shall become a PI.

Sounds like the perfect job for me tbh.

Going to learn some psychology in a college near me.

be a psych

business is good

Nah not a psych

I'll be a private investigator

if u can figure out how to do that then all the luck to you

Being a psych simply isnt the job for me

i dunno loners are usually good at it

Perfect

You need to be a bit of a loner to understand people i think

Of course

Especially if you observe them too

exactly

hard to observe if you're in the drama

Exactly

it's kind of annoying too

being sucked into someone else's drama

Yeah takes practice to get good avoiding

I respect myself more weirdly not trying to be social in a big way

Yeah my friends are always asking me to hangout so I do sometimes so I dont seem to be a total freak.

i climbed the ladder ssocially in my early 20s

and everyone at the top was bulimic

and i realised it was a con

you guys might be looking in the wrong spheres

Socially I was good from 14-16 but before I was a pretty ruthless child who was delusional

What do you mean?