i climbed the ladder ssocially in my early 20s

and everyone at the top was bulimic

and i realised it was a con

you guys might be looking in the wrong spheres

Socially I was good from 14-16 but before I was a pretty ruthless child who was delusional

What do you mean?

where do you go to find friends?

Internet

College

Yeah internet atm

And uni yeah

College soon

Not worried about friends though

but internet is nice at the moment

look for something that you enjoy and find people that enjoy that too

something not many other people do

Life isnt about enjoyment

Yes

fucking aye

if you want to find friends that mean anything to you

I'd like to find a friend for sure but he or she simply wont be a true friend

I just value people who value me

On a real level

and people who make music with me

Hell even my closest friends will most likely go away

what do you mean true friend?

Someone I dont bullshit

do you ever wanted to get married?

Someone who Im actually honest to and care about

tons of friends are just part of social climbing lets be honest

because thats the person you sound like you need

Nah if I do then I'll risk divorce and getting my kids taken away same for my money

tons of mine were anyway

Last girlfriend left me anyway and I tried extremely hard with her

Not too hard but I was good

Im sure I was

Love sucks

Right.

but god i lvoe it

if things dont work out and you're being honest with her and yourself then she wasnt cut out for you

Cant get enough of it but I wont let it be a distraction to me