Quite*

Either way I'd personally rather learning to be a PI and not get distracted from my work

When I began dating my girlfriend we were just similar, I've found out now we are almost universally different. She has trouble with a lot of things like depression and her parents force things down her throat like educational opportunities in STEM fields despite what she actually wants to do with her life but its more than that that makes up our connection

im just going to make music idgaf about anything else

Or end up working for nothing socially

I've attempted suicide twice and I dont know where Id be without her because shes sympathized with my struggles too

yeah my last gf got me into therapy and shit

was v helpful

My ex had BPD and rushed things a lot.

that might be a lot more difficult on your part

Said bullshit like she still loved me after dumping me then a few days later got a new boyfriend.

no thats not right

sounds like you got the trauma

Its whatever

That's not trauma

sounds traumatic

i guarantee you she was fake from the beginning

we like to relive trauma

I've felt much worse for sure

Nah she was geniune

I can tell

im not saying that its bad

just how i think we are

But she was lying a lot so I didnt argue with her about simple things

Our opinions on things werent the same so she let it be the death of our relationship

Which Im fine with because I wouldnt of ended it because it would've hurt her

pain is part of the deal

always is

The thing that hurt me though is being abandoned and thrown away like nothing for the 1000th time.

Especially from my first girlfriend. Which she was the last person I'd think would do it.

Oh well it is what it is.

abandonment is something i think we repeat again and again if we cant process it

atl east that applies to me

Maybe Im just too socially idiotic to have a lasting friendship or being close with anyone for a long time.

Probably you just havei ssues like most people

Either way Im not letting it get in the way of me getting my job

In fact it might just benefit me

how old are ya btw?

Who cares?

just wondering im 27

I care obviously cause i asked lol