me every day, no joke

icic

good! you?

Very bad <:whatever:786409314196652043>

do u also own a feodra?

Everyone owns a fedora

I hated that movie. It was so terribly written. The soundtrack was good, and yeah we got a lot more of Godzilla, but the fights were garbage. Half the time we were watching what the humans were doing. I didn't watch that movie for the constant human drama in the fights. I watched it for the fights.

Mine is grey wool and somewhere in a cabinet

I do not but I unironically want one because screw fashion treds; I wear what I want

Pretty good, about to run out of my mood stabilizers so that’ll probably change <:KekFull:802560939500503041>

imagine having mood stabilizers
~~I almost broke down crying driving home from work today only to arrive at home happy lol~~

I thought I was done with meds but PSA, kids
take your meds

mood stabilizers? that's a thing?

fair, fair. i like both, so i'm okay with the movie. the fights isn't a big deal for me

For people with bipolar yes <:KekFull:802560939500503041>

I take them or I go manic and depressed and all over the place it’s great

Can you send me a few bottles? Imma put them in my wife's coffee

Godzilla 2014 did a great job with the film. It could've been better in some areas, like with the lighting on the fights, maybe showing Godzilla a little bit more and maybe explaining some things better. But when it did the fight scenes, it did them pretty well. When it would show the humans, it would show them contributing to the plot. They were doing something useful. Unlike king of the monsters which I couldn't care less about the boring human plot.

I'm honestly torn between getting back on meds though is the thing
Part of me as a Christian feels like I'm giving up, especially since I can control myself sort of
I just have invasive thoughts that are obsessive. One thing can lead to me thinking about that thing for over eight hours.

I'm taking a diet pill that contains an anti depressant because im not ready to explain my trauma to a new therapist <:thinking:726878987837636698>

Lmfao

the thing is, you don't want meds to change your personality
My old meds did that, made me shake, and made me see things, I kid you not
and the doctors were like "Mhmm, sounds like everythings fine; keep taking them"
Don't do that

Yup I get that, but thought patterns are what therapy is for, if it’s just that you think too hard on something, sometimes just recognizing that you’re falling into that pattern of obsession will help

Mine just makes me nauseous and makes drinking unpleasant, which isn't a bad thing

I'm straight edge. No drugs, barely take headache medicine. If something upsets me I listen to heavy metal until all is better

You sound like mighty <:KekFull:802560939500503041>

but I get it if you need it

my hands shook for around four or five years no joke
and every doctor was like "that's okay"

It was literally hard to play piano

This was my first thought. Where is that dude?

this is something I aspire to be ngl
partially because I feel like humans are spoiled

Yup, my stuff makes my hands shake too, but I’d rather have shaky hands than try to play in traffic thinking I’m invincible or end up in the hospital again lol

see that's just it

I just can't deal with the ideation anymore

I also can't take a full dose 😂

So my one year of meds is closer to like.. 3 years.

I'm storing the unopened bottles in the freezer 🤷🏻‍♀️

My psych only gives me like two months worth of refills so I have to keep coming back <:SadPepe:801485397678489660>

They are pretty heavily controlled tho lol

I've considered asking them to put me back on lithium

I could use to feel nothing for a bit