Message from @Alexmikli

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2018-03-24 07:44:36 UTC  

self treatment

2018-03-24 07:44:47 UTC  

Mine was weirdly quick though, I started to fall into that pit, wallowed in it, and came out of it within the span of 2-3 months.

2018-03-24 07:45:03 UTC  

thats good

2018-03-24 07:45:51 UTC  

I had this ritual where every night after I got home from work I'd smoke a cigarette then get high, then a few hours later smoke another then get higher, then smoke another then get higher, then sleep and repeat

2018-03-24 07:46:03 UTC  

When I was drinking every single day or smoking every single day at points, it wasn't to get drunk really it was to get back to the base level of what had become the new "normal" for me.

2018-03-24 07:46:08 UTC  

I haven't had a single cigarette since I pulled out of that

2018-03-24 07:46:12 UTC  

It felt like me being drunk or high was my natural state

2018-03-24 07:46:17 UTC  

and sober was unusual

2018-03-24 07:46:27 UTC  

yeah i know what that is like @Ϻ14ᛟ

2018-03-24 07:46:45 UTC  

i still need to quite cigarettes

2018-03-24 07:47:11 UTC  

I luckily never felt that

2018-03-24 07:47:22 UTC  

I always found tobacco to be the easiest thing for me personally to just give up because it had no real altering affects like weed or alcohol

2018-03-24 07:47:45 UTC  

For me it was just trying to recapture the magic of this one night I had with it a while ago, every single night, and continuously failing and trying again, for months straight, and I totally ruined it for myself.

2018-03-24 07:47:52 UTC  

@Chloé Adsolution I had a bad weed habit too, and then i stopped smoking weed and a year late got into the alcohol. I never really got back into weed, it made me too paranoid

2018-03-24 07:48:22 UTC  

I feel like the negative effects are very downplayed nowadays

2018-03-24 07:48:23 UTC  

of weed

2018-03-24 07:48:28 UTC  

yeah

2018-03-24 07:48:32 UTC  

Definitely

2018-03-24 07:48:34 UTC  

everyone knows how bad alcohol and tobacco is

2018-03-24 07:48:41 UTC  

It went from the bad sides overplayed or made up

2018-03-24 07:48:44 UTC  

to the downsides being downplayed

2018-03-24 07:48:49 UTC  

alcohol did nothing wrong

2018-03-24 07:48:56 UTC  

But a lot of the downsides are very person to person

2018-03-24 07:49:01 UTC  

Say you have an anxiety disorder

2018-03-24 07:49:10 UTC  

Yeah, it's very personal

2018-03-24 07:49:11 UTC  

Weed can either dramatically help it or utterly ruin you

2018-03-24 07:49:39 UTC  

weed gives me existential dread

2018-03-24 07:49:41 UTC  

I only took it once and had a panic attack and couldn't speak for like 5 hours.

2018-03-24 07:49:53 UTC  

Like full on hallucinating that everyone could hear my thoughts

2018-03-24 07:50:11 UTC  

That happened to my friend when I tried to introduce it to her

2018-03-24 07:50:16 UTC  

Her boyfriend was not happy with me lol

2018-03-24 07:50:23 UTC  

weed just makes you want to keep smoking weed. I went on a long camping trip once and picked up some weed half way through, and did nothing but lay around and smoke. and after it was gone, i just kept thinking about how much i wanted some more weed. It put a damper on that part of the trip

2018-03-24 07:50:25 UTC  

Other people are perfectly fine and actually get better wth it

2018-03-24 07:50:37 UTC  

Well it does feel pretty good for a lot of people

2018-03-24 07:50:48 UTC  

It's not technically addicting but as with anything that feels good, you want more of it

2018-03-24 07:51:02 UTC  

(technically addicting in the physical dependency sense)

2018-03-24 07:51:02 UTC  

yeah

2018-03-24 07:51:19 UTC  

There isn't really a strong withdrawal

2018-03-24 07:51:23 UTC  

caffeine has a stronger withdrawal

2018-03-24 07:51:34 UTC  

```weed just makes you want to keep smoking weed. I went on a long camping trip once and picked up some weed half way through, and did nothing but lay around and smoke. and after it was gone, i just kept thinking about how much i wanted some more weed. It put a damper on that part of the trip```That depends too. After I recovered, I don't feel that at all anymore. Whenever I get high on occasion now, I'm totally satisfied with being completely sober for the next few days.

2018-03-24 07:51:36 UTC  

its mental