Message from @Merkmal

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2018-07-18 20:25:31 UTC  

@Werlf nootropics, meditation, self discipline and forcing yourself to focus until you form the neural pathways which allow you to do so through automaticity rather than forced conscious thought

2018-07-18 20:25:51 UTC  

^

2018-07-18 20:25:58 UTC  

@M4Gunner Cant at this point

2018-07-18 20:26:11 UTC  

I'll be a social outcast, thats how everyone talks these days

2018-07-18 20:26:30 UTC  

@Werlf You could do something like Audible

2018-07-18 20:26:34 UTC  

No

2018-07-18 20:26:37 UTC  

When i had to retrain my brain after the mTBI, it was a matter of doing things like when reading a book using a bookmark to block part of the page to focus.

2018-07-18 20:26:39 UTC  

Fuck off jacksfilms

2018-07-18 20:26:49 UTC  

stop being a shitty teen

2018-07-18 20:26:53 UTC  

It's just an example you know what I mean

2018-07-18 20:27:17 UTC  

@Goblin_Slayer_Floki that's actually a brilliant idea- lessen the amount of potential distractions; like blinders on a horse

2018-07-18 20:27:18 UTC  

I suggest a kindle because it breaks down to page by page and less daunting as a whole book in your hands

2018-07-18 20:27:22 UTC  

@Deleted User Actually cant, everyone uses it now It'd just make me a weirdo not to

2018-07-18 20:27:33 UTC  

I hate reading tablets

2018-07-18 20:27:52 UTC  

Kindles are different. The older ones are like paper

2018-07-18 20:28:11 UTC  

They arnt backlit

2018-07-18 20:28:11 UTC  

@M4Gunner I dont want that thanks

2018-07-18 20:28:36 UTC  

But take it from me. It takes determination and self discipline to keep at it and retrain the brain.

2018-07-18 20:29:31 UTC  

@YourFeelingsAreMaladaptive You learn a lot when you have something like a mTBI, you have to reorganize you life with the attention and memory issues.

2018-07-18 20:30:11 UTC  

Like i almost do nothing without a notepad, because of my short term memory

2018-07-18 20:30:29 UTC  

Floki what happened? Did you get a concussion?

2018-07-18 20:30:29 UTC  

@Deleted User It's time to clean the floors.

2018-07-18 20:30:32 UTC  

I have a horrible memory for things I dont care about

2018-07-18 20:30:43 UTC  

For things I like, I have an insanely good memory

2018-07-18 20:30:49 UTC  

@Werlf Same

2018-07-18 20:30:52 UTC  

Its gotten better, but I used to have eidectic memory so it was a shock.

2018-07-18 20:31:21 UTC  

Doesn't necessarily relate but I have ASPD and MDD so I actually had to be taught how to interact with people, be kind and compassionate. I can kid of understand the requirement to learn about yourself and rewire your neural networks

2018-07-18 20:31:30 UTC  

@Merkmal Yea i has a couple concussions and hit my head once from IEDs my last deployment

2018-07-18 20:31:30 UTC  

Kind

2018-07-18 20:31:38 UTC  

Shid

2018-07-18 20:31:40 UTC  

Oof

2018-07-18 20:31:52 UTC  

Rough

2018-07-18 20:32:42 UTC  

I liken the after effect to ADD plus. Because a lot of the same symptoms, but add memory issues and headaches. But meds dont work on the first two. Its a matter of training and opening new pathways.

2018-07-18 20:33:28 UTC  

Do you still hold memory issues or have you regained your memory?

2018-07-18 20:33:51 UTC  

I've read studies on people with Alzheimer's actually regaining theirs so I know it's possible

2018-07-18 20:34:41 UTC  

I have a little back. I will never get my eidectic memory back. But over the last say 4 years i got a little of my short term back.

2018-07-18 20:35:18 UTC  

Atta be! Why won't you get your eidectic back? Too much physical damage?

2018-07-18 20:36:20 UTC  

Basically. The neurologist said that in about 90% of cases photographic and eidectic memories are lost with the severity of mTBI i had.

2018-07-18 20:36:36 UTC  

Dude that sucks

2018-07-18 20:37:19 UTC  

It does. I miss being able to retain with very little effort

2018-07-18 20:37:48 UTC  

Holy Satan that's a living hell. I wouldn't know what to do, learning is my favorite to do