I get you

I noticed the same thing literally the moment I realized I was a christian, which is almost a year now weee

I still have passion, but not in the same sense. Instead of having knee-jerk reactions to things, they don't phase me.

It was as though a flip switched, for me. Immediately there was a change. I thank the Lord for what he's done for me. I understand why I had to suffer to get where I am now. It just makes sense.

I can honestly say that I feel the love of God, and its a feeling like none other. I knew what it was the moment I felt it.

That's amazing. Idk if you've ever been to any type of recovery or mental health programs & their aproach to healing, but it's a world of difference. Their whole process is too intellectual, it's all about unlearning. Waking up and becoming a christian I noticed involves 0 "unlearning" Everything that was unhealthy is just dropped and it's overnight

I've tried explaining this to some ppl I know still suffering but a lot of people are hung up on the idea that trauma etc can't be dropped & that you'll just always have it

getting better day by day & all that poop

I haven't been in any mental health programs, but I was a heavy drinker. The second I felt God's presence I no longer craved it. Questions I've had for years are revealed through prayer, it's mind blowing. It's the best feeling of love I've ever felt. I understand why I was the way I was. For me, and possibly for everyone, I was saved through forgiveness. Once I forgave, I was forgiven. Once I was forgiven, I was saved. It all makes sense in a way I can't articulate through text.

That's so nice. It gives me hope esp when more white people start waking up

When more people in general wake up. Any man of God is a brother of mine.

I agree that it's nice for anyone too. I have always been much more happy to see whites wake up mainly bc as it stands today, whites are most under attack

so easily I see my brothers and sisters either become self hating to conform or full of anger & rage like I once was for the treatment

but if youre not forgive your perents it mean you child of satan and devil your daddy

The attack isn't on white's as much as it is on people of God. If you look, any black man who is saved is subject to the same scrutiny. The only difference between the whites of God, and blacks of God is how people perceive them initially. A black man may be seen differently, but if he is on the side of right he is subject to the same scrutiny as whites as soon as he opens his mouth.

@𝔾/𝔾 You have to forgive *everyone* not just your parents.

parents enough

It's like how if you don't love *all* people, you love no one. If you don't forgive *all* people, you forgive no one.

Yes, that's exactly right

with the black one part specifically I mean

At the same time, regardless of if they are of God are not, whites are the targeted ones

that was the whole reason I was attracted to Jesse was bc he always points out that whites are under attack

Mrs trans poop answer the question. What kind of "brothers and sisters" you mansion. Because if you're beeyyydddaaaa only devil your daddy

And whites are. With that said, any child of Satan is the same, regardless of color. The whites that are under attack, but aren't saved have created their situation. I'm not concerned with their, or anyone's (including mine) societal perception. I'm concerned with *everyone's* spiritual salvation. It's a joy I want everyone to feel. So while whites may be under attack, I don't care, on the scale of eternal life it means nothing.

*mention

You must watch Jesse for childish purposes like getting to throw around beta but not actually contributing any fruitful discussion

@Adderall Admiral52 that's a good stance to be still

It smelled like a typical fake Christian. You watch Jesse but still beta. I successfully traveled a thousand kilometers and forgave my parents.

Sounds like you need to forgive them again then

@𝔾/𝔾 take it down a notch please

The coolest part is the perception change. Things are seen through a different lense. I used to be a major SLUTMAKER, but I have no desire for things like that anymore. Women that aren't on the side of right don't appeal to me.

That seems to happen a lot for men that wake up

Poop seems to have no fruitful discussion.
I think I know how your mom is talking.

I never got into being a slut. I was able to see from a young age all of the degeneracy & was against it. What led me astray is that I had anger and all that good stuff. One of those people who Jesse speaks of who can see what's wrong, but they've let the world get to them & got wrapped up in it

This is a new category of children of Satan. Discuss untrained people who listen to Jesse, but at the same time do nothing, posing as children of common sense.

Also, Jesse is totally right when he says thoughts aren't your own. Y'all know the story of the man who was cutting himself on the rocks and crying, and when Jesus walked by the man threw himself on the ground and begged for the devil to be cast out of him? It was revealed to me that my "depression" was exactly that, because the moment I was saved I no longer felt blue/gloomy. I notice now those things that just pop into my head, telling me I'm better than what I am, or trying to get me to do something rash. It's truly clear that it's not me doing that. My inner monologue doesn't say those kinds of things, in fact, I've had my inner monologue *interrupted* by thoughts like that. It's hard to explain, but it's clear it's not me.

Beyyyddaaaaa

I've been watching Jesse & part of his yt church community longer than you lol

if you even are in the church

you wrong

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