you know Satan deceived woman by convincing her to eat the fruit of the tree, but the Bible blames Adam for letting her convince him

Cuz you are not committed to saving yourself for marriage, which means that you do not see her as marriage material or that you do not really want to have a serious relationship in its true meaning with her.

the Bible doesn't put emphasis on woman for eating the fruit

yeah

True

when i was in my early 20s i used to party a lot

drugs and stuff

and it never got me anywhere

Are you black?

nah

white looking hispanic

(just to put in the context of cultural influence)

I see. How is the hispanic culture that you grown into?

im usually treated as a white person but im hispanic

um I grew up in a Catholic church (which I think is scam now), and my momma was the head of the house

i think those are generally hispanic things

Why did your dad let your mom be the head of the house?

but like i was saying, if you let all these influences, drugs, sex, partying, even video games and racing cars and other distractions, take over your life, you will never get what you want, because you're always satisfying other people

my dad's dad ran away and he idolizes his mother

he's also an atheist as far as I can tell

my dad is a beta

he thinks there is strength in anger

Many people think there is strength in anger because satan glorifies them.

But is just an illusion, mere imagination, a passing smoke.

my mother was legit abused in her previous marriage and she lost her first son when he was 12

so my mother was super protective, and also probably looking for a "safe" guy that she could control

thats my analysis

anger is weakness

Wow

My mom was bullied by her mom, and super frustrated after her divorce and just jumped into my father's arms because he was very persuasive.

oh, children of a second marriage unite!

😄

persuasive beta?

He had no love and yet wanted to control like a tyrant.

sounds like my dad

a bit

From what I observed his love for my mom was purely carnal. The best he ever described her is "cute".

does he believe in God?

Ye, but when I was young he was a hypocrite. He even told me to do not as he does, but as he tells me to do. LOL.

lol same with both of my parents

You lead by example not by words!