I think about it everyday 😦

I just can’t fucking let go Mann it’s so hard and painful

Mental torture

I just wish I had a better past bro

Form better relationships and only if I had known how to keep friends instead of losing them like I did

Instead of turning everyone against you make them like you

gotta learn from your mistakes not dwell on them

Exactly but that’s what I been trying for years and keep dwelling on them

Waste my effort and time contemplating and being sad about the miserable past man,

Always people beg let go let go let go move the fuck on I CANT

All I ever wanted was s friend or two man, never had it

u choose not to...

Everybody have friends money jobs girlfriends

I’m the only one left alone

Without any of those

nahhh

doubt all thoughts

Trust me bro, anyone in my place would kill himself a decade ago but I didn’t

Had to put up with all that endurance

What do you say bro

I’m willing to listen

@TheSatireGames

Fucking OFC ANYONE would be constantly clinically depressed and suicidal if they were in my place, miserable fucked up family, past traumas, no job, no money; no friends, no girlfriend, no family, no love no joy no happiness only loneliness and intense pain and suffering and ofc misery after misery

Constant cycle of the same bullshit every single day without a change

Especially when you see all these people having everything I wished for

I’m the only one being isolated and suffering like this

I’m good looking young man yet rejected by all girls

Fucking humanity

Swear if I had the power I would rape each and everyone of them and throw them into hellfire and watch them burn while enjoying with a popcorn in my left hand and a coke in my right hand

Whoa

u assume this... because you like it.... pheels... if you do not adapt then what deems you not to suffer?

gonna suffer until u do whats right 😛

let go

be born again

@Dilan I think you would probably benefit from doing the silent prayer. Everybody has their own trials, those are yours for this life. Dwelling on them and exaggerating them won’t change it, and you probably will just attract more of those types of experiences to you by focusing on them like that.

you should love everyone ^_^

@Szayel's Pooppion thanks bro
@TheSatireGames next show some more respect ok ? Because I guarantee if same happened to you and someone acted the way you did towards you, you wouldn’t like it, it ain’t funny bro don’t get me wrong just don’t do it again

I wouldn’t wish what happened to me upon my biggest enemies In Life

@Dilan https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zjwvbidPcIk&t=1s

I guess I gotta buy that maga hat now.

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