Message from @Deleted User
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while in extreme pain
was smilling while I experienced the worst pain in my whole life
Nice your dealing with it
i think it was my higherself/god showing me something
I had that pain last year and had to have root canals
oh sorry to hear @Infinite
Tooth pain is no joke. I do better with broken bones .
it's ok like you said I think it made me a bit more tough, but it's good to get it dealt with
was really strange, cuz I felt such supreme peace while in agonizing pain. I even asked for more pain just to see what would happen. Got more pain and I didn't even care.
I have have to go to the dentist myself. Tooth that got filled cracked
@Deleted User yeah the mind is an incredible thing.
ya know that song 'amazing grace'...was just like that. Totally random extreme peace.
That happens also in a divine moment in life as well @Deleted User
you don't want bacteria going into your bloodstream and causing heart disease
I think it was a spiritual experience from my higherself. Sure explained what the christian saints talked about. They'd increase their suffering on purpose and ask for more suffering from god to test themselves. It's like when you trust god/higherself in a real way when you ask for more pain and then you get it.
aight Lizard ...when this set is over...I'm done
made me realize that long suffering is like training
Ok @Cursed Zer0
* sings along * "there ain't no good without evil"
hah
well just thought that was interesting..so been trying to disconnect from trying to solve my suffering with food, entertainment, trying to work hard to solve problems etc
and just suffer
im just curious though why no dental appointment
oh I did later
ah ok
but seemed to be a lesson that I'm just a donkey with a carrot on a stick in front of me my whole life. Going from one automatic reaction about a problem to another and another over and over
when my tooth was infected it wasn't only the tooth that hurt it was causing acidic liquid to ooze from it and it was burning like half of my teeth
jeeze
it felt like the nerves in my teeth were being poked with a needle just burning
eek
had to stand by the sink constantly rinsing my mouth for hours
it was horrendous
yeah mouth pain is prob the worst pain you can feel to be honest
@Infinite😯
yeah i couldnt sleep either
had to get that fixed right away
yeah
and that happened twice
oh wow
root canals weren't fun either
but i got through it!