it's ok like you said I think it made me a bit more tough, but it's good to get it dealt with

was really strange, cuz I felt such supreme peace while in agonizing pain. I even asked for more pain just to see what would happen. Got more pain and I didn't even care.

I have have to go to the dentist myself. Tooth that got filled cracked

@Deleted User yeah the mind is an incredible thing.

ya know that song 'amazing grace'...was just like that. Totally random extreme peace.

That happens also in a divine moment in life as well @Deleted User

you don't want bacteria going into your bloodstream and causing heart disease

I think it was a spiritual experience from my higherself. Sure explained what the christian saints talked about. They'd increase their suffering on purpose and ask for more suffering from god to test themselves. It's like when you trust god/higherself in a real way when you ask for more pain and then you get it.

aight Lizard ...when this set is over...I'm done

made me realize that long suffering is like training

Ok @Cursed Zer0

* sings along * "there ain't no good without evil"

hah

well just thought that was interesting..so been trying to disconnect from trying to solve my suffering with food, entertainment, trying to work hard to solve problems etc

and just suffer

im just curious though why no dental appointment

oh I did later

ah ok

but seemed to be a lesson that I'm just a donkey with a carrot on a stick in front of me my whole life. Going from one automatic reaction about a problem to another and another over and over

when my tooth was infected it wasn't only the tooth that hurt it was causing acidic liquid to ooze from it and it was burning like half of my teeth

jeeze

it felt like the nerves in my teeth were being poked with a needle just burning

eek

had to stand by the sink constantly rinsing my mouth for hours

it was horrendous

yeah mouth pain is prob the worst pain you can feel to be honest

@Infinite😯

yeah i couldnt sleep either

had to get that fixed right away

yeah

and that happened twice

oh wow

root canals weren't fun either

but i got through it!

yeah

that reminds me I should buy some infowars super blue toothpaste

ya you survived..prob didn't want to then.

oh they have toothpaste?

yeah it's the non flouride tooth paste and they use colloidal silver

Product Drop

oh neat