it's like everyone would like to be wealthy..to further be reliant on people(buying stuff) and physical things.

So true I hate it

only reason I asked is cause something really strange happened to me

* gets lost in the song *

I had a horrible toothache..truly bad, much worse than before and then something strange happened.

oh nice infowars mug

Ok

@Deleted User adversity builds men, prosperity builds monsters is how the saying goes..

Yeah nice @Deleted User

oh yeah but tooth aches are never good

causes really bad head aches too

couldn't find some clove oil I bought just incase the tooth hurt again(was periodically over a period of time) but this time couldn't find it. Was later in the evening. I started to get scared cuz of the extreme pain.

you may need to pull the tooth or get a root canal

then shortly after it started when I was getting angry at my life..I had this weird feeling of peace, like a grace came over me and I started laughing.

while in extreme pain

was smilling while I experienced the worst pain in my whole life

Nice your dealing with it

i think it was my higherself/god showing me something

I had that pain last year and had to have root canals

oh sorry to hear @Infinite

Tooth pain is no joke. I do better with broken bones .

it's ok like you said I think it made me a bit more tough, but it's good to get it dealt with

was really strange, cuz I felt such supreme peace while in agonizing pain. I even asked for more pain just to see what would happen. Got more pain and I didn't even care.

I have have to go to the dentist myself. Tooth that got filled cracked

@Deleted User yeah the mind is an incredible thing.

ya know that song 'amazing grace'...was just like that. Totally random extreme peace.

That happens also in a divine moment in life as well @Deleted User

you don't want bacteria going into your bloodstream and causing heart disease

I think it was a spiritual experience from my higherself. Sure explained what the christian saints talked about. They'd increase their suffering on purpose and ask for more suffering from god to test themselves. It's like when you trust god/higherself in a real way when you ask for more pain and then you get it.

aight Lizard ...when this set is over...I'm done

made me realize that long suffering is like training

Ok @Cursed Zer0

* sings along * "there ain't no good without evil"

hah

well just thought that was interesting..so been trying to disconnect from trying to solve my suffering with food, entertainment, trying to work hard to solve problems etc

and just suffer

im just curious though why no dental appointment

oh I did later

ah ok

but seemed to be a lesson that I'm just a donkey with a carrot on a stick in front of me my whole life. Going from one automatic reaction about a problem to another and another over and over

when my tooth was infected it wasn't only the tooth that hurt it was causing acidic liquid to ooze from it and it was burning like half of my teeth