Message from @Ray C
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With it being night and all
I would be sleeping with my Sig under the pillow
And Idk it could have been my ex ... i wouldnt put it past him. But it coulda been someone else im not sure. All i know is I fucking panicked and almost froze completely . Never thought that would happen to me but fear took over .
And no he couldnt tell what kind of car.
Kayyy, I'm glad to know you're alright. DO NOT BEAT YOURSELF UP ABOUT FREEZING!! Understand? People can talk about shooting someone all they want to, but it's moments like that one, when it really comes down to it, that you come face to face with reality.
I just thank God you're okay.
The next time it happens, and I pray it never does, don't think about it. Your life is worth so much more.
Just point the weapon and stand your ground.
You're in thought and prayer. Get some shuteye when you can.
I dont think I would have froze at all if I were not already having a anxiety attack or panic attack like i was.
When I am by myself I get this overwhelming feeling and and super sensitive to any noises and stuff like that. Especially being that the house is way bigger than my last place and its way out of town. Like no one woyld know anything is happening.. if sonething were 2 happen
When you're already amped up with anxiety, it's just a short step to fear. It's normal. You're not a killer at heart and thank God for that.
Whe you're stressed out like that, you're your own worst enemy. You'll play hell with your mind over every little noise or shadow.
All I can recommend are 2 things. 1) you've got to fight for control, starting by taking deep breaths and slowing your heart rate. 2) keep your weapon either on you at all times, or at least within easy reach.
If you don't already, I would strongly advise you to train with the weapon so you always have a round in the pipe.
Being totally familiar and comfortable with the weapon is key.
Sorry for the novel, but I felt it was important to say.
morning all
@sasha1111 morning
morning K
@Manny I am very comfortable with all of my fire arms and have even been in tough situations before.. I guess there were alot of other factors to it for me this time and I doubted myself.
@sasha1111 how are you doing today?
pretty good, just got some shopping done, sipping on some kombucha and catching up on shows..
I would ask how you are but I see what has just happened to you, just glad your ok.. @Deleted User
nm, rally in Harrisburg at capitol
@sasha1111 what type of kambucha I have only tried a few and most tasted horrible .
GM KAAAAYYY
PA birthplace of the USA , protest your tyrant!! May they be victorious
@Deleted User my favorite is this brand and flavor, pomegranate as well: https://health-ade.com/pages/passion-fruit-tangerine
Cool ill check it out
most stores carry that brand..
@THUGGOOCH👌 PA STANDING UP!!🤘 FIRE OF LIBERTY<:emoji_16:647444709739986945>
Russ Diamond is speaking, state Rep from my area
back there
Kay get your son and come with me in Pennsylvania. I promise you he won't bother you here 😉
Lucky 🙂
I had abilify and vyvanse.
Waiting for Coronavirus to finish, so I can do Cognitive Based Therapy with mental hospitals in Calgary.
Good morning ☕☕
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