The thing is I experienced demonic attack when I was a young kid also

My mom always told me it was a dream but I would always tell her it's not a dream

> @Book absolutely. i think living through poverty ingrained something in you -- a habit you couldn't get rid of and this imminent feeling of things are not forever
@isoboto I wasn't that bad don't get me wrong, there were plenty of people worse. But it was pretty bad.. and when you're going to REAL 5 star restuarants next year and then to never be able to do that kind of again...makes it hard to revert to a normal lifestyle.

> But it was like I'm trying to tell people what I seen in people with tell me it's not real and you know
@ARCADEIUS Yeah, i get you. You shouldn't be fist-fighting over Jesus, buddy, but I get the part when people are dismissive of religions because science is the more logical choice even though there are many unknown things

It wasn't until we moved down the street somebody else moved in our old house he drew a picture of a little boy in a basement surrounded by the same exact three demons that I seen when I was a kid

I've gotten somewhat used to it though, cause I don't need those things to be happy

Ok guys I gotta leave now. Hope to see you all here later on sometime. Keep praying for our nation our president and for truth

I was with my best friend when he showed us this picture at the time he's actually the one who came and got me and said you have to see this picture

He was like it reminded me of what you said

When I seen it I was 13 I believe and I was like dude that's me how did you draw that dude so perfectly in every way

That should have probably been my first clue that this is all real but I was a stupid kid and I took advantage of what I seen and told people I was the son of the devil

> @isoboto I wasn't that bad don't get me wrong, there were plenty of people worse. But it was pretty bad.. and when you're going to REAL 5 star restuarants and then to never be able to do that kind of again...makes it hard to revert to a normal lifestyle.
@Book my dad's family was pretty decent prior to VC's coming in and my grandfather's killing. his family lost everything. i truly think the abrupt changes in status also scarred people, yeah.

> @Book my dad's family was pretty decent prior to VC's coming in and my grandfather's killing. his family lost everything. i truly think the abrupt changes in status also scarred people, yeah.
@isoboto makes sense....I can't go to a Dollar Tree without thinking about back then...

infact, I hate being near one

just because

for some reaosn

my memories want to align the Dollar Tree with being poor

erm brain

not memories

As I got older about four years ago I started a YouTube channel LOL trying to expose evil that's everywhere

> 19 years old I was still doing bad stuff
@ARCADEIUS hey, at least you do all the bad stuffs early. i'm 19 and i'm a goodie two-shoes lmaoooo

> @TheSynical1 so based on yourself but not based on the merits of the contents of the book?
@kendikane88

Look. How can I put this plainly. The Book is of course an influence, but the Book, *to me*, is not the end all be all. The Book is a foundation for a good moral compass, but it’s not the ultimate. My spirit is in me, not in a book. God is in me, not in a book. That’s **my** view. And, if it clashes with yours, that’s ok. I accept that, and I accept and wish nothing but blessings to all of you. I found my peace my way, and that’s ok, you’ve found your peace your way, and that’s ok too!

I grew up in a pretty bad neighborhood being the only white kid I went to an all-black School lol suspended every week

Well better to have a relationship with God then none at all

> That should have probably been my first clue that this is all real but I was a stupid kid and I took advantage of what I seen and told people I was the son of the devil
@ARCADEIUS you can't blame yourself for that though. it's the rebellious spirit

I remember my first day in the projects some dude screams what's that white boy doing in the middle of the projects

> I grew up in a pretty bad neighborhood being the only white kid I went to an all-black School lol suspended every week
@ARCADEIUS Damn never thought I'd hear something like that.......

Yeah My Crazy Life didn't then there either I had alcoholic mom abusive dudes in and out of our life

But we all have a crazy life in some way and God doesn't give us what we can't handle

Yeah, I'm moving to Hawaii now

My Dad got an impossible position to get

That only Active-Duty should be able to get

and He got it.

God has made a way for us to get the money, he has made a way for us to get this Job, and I believe all will be done according to his will.

Hell, we didn't even know what we were gonna do about our Dogs' plane ticket.

I do home improvement work so I'm pretty busy most of the time

Until a week ago

But lately it's starting to get slow again people are worried about what's going to happen in the election I assume

Someone paid for it...for us

> my memories want to align the Dollar Tree with being poor
@Book my dad refuses to eat sweet potatoes because during the War, all they did was eating sweet potatoes stuffed with rice for almost half a decades since there was not much else. it brought him terrible memories. i hadn't gone through the severe poverty, but back in Vietnam my dad absolutely loathes the country. It's until we moved to Canada that he lightened up

> But lately it's starting to get slow again people are worried about what's going to happen in the election I assume
@ARCADEIUS I'm not cause God stands in the throne above all, regardless of who wins, I know its being done according to his will.