thx intel

>it's real r9k hours again

speaking of which

@porco ayyy

I just got DECLINED happy pills for the THIRD time

@Millie what?

how will I ever make it

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@Transience#0182 what is that

Guessed it to be 40 or 50 series

anti-depression pills

>happy pills

@transience have you tried Yoga? :^)

Kek fuck off

i have never taken anti depressants but tbh i guess involving myself in work makes me forget about it

b-but it will lower your Libido

FEAST ON YOUR HATRED

SURVIVE AND HAVE SUCCESS TO SPITE LIFE

@Millie tbf the P didn't get any case modifications in quite a while also Lenovo is killing the P in 2018

Now T480P

back to good ol alcoholism it is

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as the owner of a drug store in my 3rd wolrd country, i advice you to try natural/herbs based pills first

@Matthew yeah but enders game went off the rails and writhed deeper into the shitpit with every book. Dune was mediocore after the first three to the point they may as well have been diffrent series.

I was actually going to upgrade because the 45W CPUs are 6 Cores now

Tbh I have embraced sadness and that has saved me

then again i crash from time to time

personally, alcohol does it

same @Millie

i just spend all day in my room

idk why but seeing some old memories just fucks me @Transience#0182

I can sit around for hours enjoying my depressive nostalgia (Forgot the word kek)

downside is, now i've got my shit together and am no longer sad/have no reasons to be sad, yet the drinking continues

r8 my fucked up life

@transience >predisposed to alcoholism
>expect any doctor, ever, to give you anti-depressants

Nigga probably doesn't want to be directly responsible for your drug-addled suicide tbh fam

the only thing that actually motivates me to do anything in life atm is just fear of failure

deadlines are the only motivating force right now

in a way same

Wow, same...

@transience how about you do something personally fulfilling thats not politics related? Like cooking or carving or masturbating into coke bottles until full.