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2018-01-04 22:47:13 UTC  

personally, alcohol does it

2018-01-04 22:47:18 UTC  

same @Millie

2018-01-04 22:47:26 UTC  

i just spend all day in my room

2018-01-04 22:47:41 UTC  

idk why but seeing some old memories just fucks me @Transience#0182

2018-01-04 22:47:47 UTC  

I can sit around for hours enjoying my depressive nostalgia (Forgot the word kek)

2018-01-04 22:47:53 UTC  

downside is, now i've got my shit together and am no longer sad/have no reasons to be sad, yet the drinking continues

2018-01-04 22:48:00 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/189467888657235970/398608532376649728/Screenshot_from_2018-01-04_23-47-27.png

2018-01-04 22:48:09 UTC  

r8 my fucked up life

2018-01-04 22:48:14 UTC  

@transience >predisposed to alcoholism
>expect any doctor, ever, to give you anti-depressants

Nigga probably doesn't want to be directly responsible for your drug-addled suicide tbh fam

2018-01-04 22:48:26 UTC  

the only thing that actually motivates me to do anything in life atm is just fear of failure

2018-01-04 22:48:35 UTC  

deadlines are the only motivating force right now

2018-01-04 22:48:35 UTC  

in a way same

2018-01-04 22:48:45 UTC  

Wow, same...

2018-01-04 22:48:53 UTC  

@transience how about you do something personally fulfilling thats not politics related? Like cooking or carving or masturbating into coke bottles until full.

2018-01-04 22:49:01 UTC  

now that all my assignments are handed in, I've done ZERO studying in four weeks <:thenk:329322130804047872>

2018-01-04 22:49:05 UTC  

In Austria everyone can prescribe you happy pills and they frequently do

2018-01-04 22:49:14 UTC  

Neurology professor told us to not do it kek

2018-01-04 22:49:27 UTC  

>happy pills

2018-01-04 22:49:29 UTC  

Like, the general doc

2018-01-04 22:49:36 UTC  

I kinda wanna try it... Cuz it will make pp to not work

2018-01-04 22:49:38 UTC  

>implying being depressed is not a life sentence

2018-01-04 22:49:49 UTC  

@johnfrum you mean you didn't like how the series abruptly transitioned from a study of the ethics and morality of training children to be soldiers, to a nature study of little pig men that turn into trees? :^)

2018-01-04 22:49:59 UTC  

"Cough three times and take off your shirt"
"I feel sad"
"Here's your prescription"

2018-01-04 22:50:18 UTC  

>prescriptions

2018-01-04 22:50:37 UTC  

_prescription=free_

2018-01-04 22:50:43 UTC  

i sell clonazepam like $0.60 USD a pop

2018-01-04 22:50:45 UTC  

Ayyyy just take a bunch of Kratom, fam. You'll feel great

2018-01-04 22:50:50 UTC  

(As in gratis not as in freedom)

2018-01-04 22:50:52 UTC  

Or die

2018-01-04 22:50:58 UTC  

Whichever you like best

2018-01-04 22:51:36 UTC  

Its weird how we ridicule people in the past for mail ordering opium or drinking leaded wine yet see nothing wrong with handing out SSRIs like candy

2018-01-04 22:51:41 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/189467888657235970/398609461490745354/unknown.png

2018-01-04 22:51:42 UTC  

my doctor basically just gave me the usual "it's normal to feel that way" speech and told me to see counselling

2018-01-04 22:51:51 UTC  

turns out is a bit cheaper than that

2018-01-04 22:52:11 UTC  
2018-01-04 22:52:15 UTC  

not sure if you can talk your way out of not having any sense of direction, let alone a gf

2018-01-04 22:52:18 UTC  

<:thenk:329322130804047872>

2018-01-04 22:52:27 UTC  

memes aside

2018-01-04 22:52:36 UTC  

>gf is a need

2018-01-04 22:52:40 UTC  

@transience You're probably bored, not depressed.

2018-01-04 22:52:42 UTC  

having no internal compass is suffering