whoever did the giveaway for screencheat which i won I love u because this game fucking rules

because there's a layer of abstraction vs talking to a shrink or s/t

you can easily back away from an online conversation or s/t if it gets too much

common thing for people ventinv, v useful honestly

pls dont kys though @spaqin

screencheat is super fun

True, but its better to see someone if you clearly desire for it

nah i'm not good at it

Yeah killing yourself is godawful

The aftermath

😖

that's not just you, killing yourself is fkn hard, i've been there plenty, made plenty attempts over the less emotionally stable periods of my life

that's why i'm not using my airbagless, absless car to hit a tree

that's too much cleaning up

God seeing my 14 year old little sister broken like that demanding to know why I tried

Its burned in my mind

tbh when i was in that state of mind i generally saw that sort of stuff as a _good_ thing, might not be the best angle

Its truly not worth it

its ok bros im being medicated for 7 years now

a lot of people on that state of mind will see the pain it causes others as a positive, they're remembered they care now sort of thing

I have something akin to crohn's and Im in pain sometimes

i'm kinda neutral towards this

gotta focus on like

lost potential

Yet death is less enjoyable

Neutral because you dont feel

maybe cuz i haven't tried hard enough

Tbh the hardest lesson to learn is

even if it;'s something as trivial and meaningless as a fucking anime backlog, like

there _IS_ shit you still wanna do

you can't if you're dead

The off button is depression, the on button is happiness.

hl3 will never come

i'm done

@spaqin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2eEe1DdNyio

hl3 is gonna be a movie tho

directed by thew star trek reboot guy

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the bird is singing all star

good bird

You dont start happy, you start sad, you need to work hard not to be sad, but you give up happiness and be more sad to make more happiness. Worst lesson you'll ever learn.