Message from @Shrimpf

Discord ID: 400393398768369665


2018-01-09 20:58:04 UTC  

Spaquo plz no kill

2018-01-09 20:58:07 UTC  

i didn't go too deep

2018-01-09 20:58:07 UTC  

I like FTP

2018-01-09 20:58:13 UTC  

it just looks like i went through a forest in a tee

2018-01-09 20:58:22 UTC  

Dont cut yourself for fuck's sake

2018-01-09 20:58:29 UTC  

Thats scars

2018-01-09 20:58:30 UTC  

I only use TFTP

2018-01-09 20:58:35 UTC  

i only use scp

2018-01-09 20:58:37 UTC  

i mean he's gotta learn i guess

2018-01-09 20:59:01 UTC  

Plus you are always on here talking about how you feel

2018-01-09 20:59:08 UTC  

Yiu clearly need someone to talk to

2018-01-09 20:59:23 UTC  

Why dont you get someone that can help you

2018-01-09 20:59:30 UTC  

Youll get mixed reactions here

2018-01-09 20:59:43 UTC  

Amd being depressed youll just pick the mean ones

2018-01-09 20:59:45 UTC  

whoever did the giveaway for screencheat which i won I love u because this game fucking rules

2018-01-09 20:59:53 UTC  

because there's a layer of abstraction vs talking to a shrink or s/t

2018-01-09 21:00:06 UTC  

you can easily back away from an online conversation or s/t if it gets too much

2018-01-09 21:00:13 UTC  

common thing for people ventinv, v useful honestly

2018-01-09 21:00:22 UTC  

pls dont kys though @spaqin

2018-01-09 21:00:23 UTC  

screencheat is super fun

2018-01-09 21:00:25 UTC  

True, but its better to see someone if you clearly desire for it

2018-01-09 21:00:30 UTC  

nah i'm not good at it

2018-01-09 21:00:38 UTC  

Yeah killing yourself is godawful

2018-01-09 21:00:42 UTC  

The aftermath

2018-01-09 21:00:50 UTC  

😖

2018-01-09 21:01:05 UTC  

that's not just you, killing yourself is fkn hard, i've been there plenty, made plenty attempts over the less emotionally stable periods of my life

2018-01-09 21:01:08 UTC  

that's why i'm not using my airbagless, absless car to hit a tree

2018-01-09 21:01:18 UTC  

that's too much cleaning up

2018-01-09 21:01:26 UTC  

God seeing my 14 year old little sister broken like that demanding to know why I tried

2018-01-09 21:01:39 UTC  

Its burned in my mind

2018-01-09 21:02:03 UTC  

tbh when i was in that state of mind i generally saw that sort of stuff as a _good_ thing, might not be the best angle

2018-01-09 21:02:10 UTC  

Its truly not worth it

2018-01-09 21:02:11 UTC  

its ok bros im being medicated for 7 years now

2018-01-09 21:02:30 UTC  

a lot of people on that state of mind will see the pain it causes others as a positive, they're remembered they care now sort of thing

2018-01-09 21:02:36 UTC  

I have something akin to crohn's and Im in pain sometimes

2018-01-09 21:02:37 UTC  

i'm kinda neutral towards this

2018-01-09 21:02:38 UTC  

gotta focus on like

2018-01-09 21:02:44 UTC  

lost potential

2018-01-09 21:02:45 UTC  

Yet death is less enjoyable

2018-01-09 21:03:01 UTC  

Neutral because you dont feel

2018-01-09 21:03:04 UTC  

maybe cuz i haven't tried hard enough