that's not just you, killing yourself is fkn hard, i've been there plenty, made plenty attempts over the less emotionally stable periods of my life

that's why i'm not using my airbagless, absless car to hit a tree

that's too much cleaning up

God seeing my 14 year old little sister broken like that demanding to know why I tried

Its burned in my mind

tbh when i was in that state of mind i generally saw that sort of stuff as a _good_ thing, might not be the best angle

Its truly not worth it

its ok bros im being medicated for 7 years now

a lot of people on that state of mind will see the pain it causes others as a positive, they're remembered they care now sort of thing

I have something akin to crohn's and Im in pain sometimes

i'm kinda neutral towards this

gotta focus on like

lost potential

Yet death is less enjoyable

Neutral because you dont feel

maybe cuz i haven't tried hard enough

Tbh the hardest lesson to learn is

even if it;'s something as trivial and meaningless as a fucking anime backlog, like

there _IS_ shit you still wanna do

you can't if you're dead

The off button is depression, the on button is happiness.

hl3 will never come

i'm done

@spaqin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2eEe1DdNyio

hl3 is gonna be a movie tho

directed by thew star trek reboot guy

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the bird is singing all star

good bird

You dont start happy, you start sad, you need to work hard not to be sad, but you give up happiness and be more sad to make more happiness. Worst lesson you'll ever learn.

Parts of you will be broken and life doesn't get easier, but if you work for it you'll be able to appreciate and have happy things.

Nigga it was fake and gay sadposting

Im really high right now

time to move on to birbs

I appreciate it if you would be nice to me

not even sending pics because my tries are too pathetic

Dude dont fucking do it

take up rugby if you feel like hurting yourself.

Stop talking to yourself like thie

It doesnt sound like it

But depression is a mindset