Message from @Kaytee
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Amd being depressed youll just pick the mean ones
whoever did the giveaway for screencheat which i won I love u because this game fucking rules
because there's a layer of abstraction vs talking to a shrink or s/t
you can easily back away from an online conversation or s/t if it gets too much
common thing for people ventinv, v useful honestly
screencheat is super fun
True, but its better to see someone if you clearly desire for it
nah i'm not good at it
Yeah killing yourself is godawful
The aftermath
😖
that's not just you, killing yourself is fkn hard, i've been there plenty, made plenty attempts over the less emotionally stable periods of my life
that's why i'm not using my airbagless, absless car to hit a tree
that's too much cleaning up
God seeing my 14 year old little sister broken like that demanding to know why I tried
Its burned in my mind
tbh when i was in that state of mind i generally saw that sort of stuff as a _good_ thing, might not be the best angle
Its truly not worth it
its ok bros im being medicated for 7 years now
a lot of people on that state of mind will see the pain it causes others as a positive, they're remembered they care now sort of thing
I have something akin to crohn's and Im in pain sometimes
i'm kinda neutral towards this
gotta focus on like
lost potential
Yet death is less enjoyable
Neutral because you dont feel
maybe cuz i haven't tried hard enough
Tbh the hardest lesson to learn is
even if it;'s something as trivial and meaningless as a fucking anime backlog, like
there _IS_ shit you still wanna do
you can't if you're dead
The off button is depression, the on button is happiness.
hl3 will never come
i'm done
hl3 is gonna be a movie tho
directed by thew star trek reboot guy
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the bird is singing all star
good bird