Message from @R-Zone Gamer

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2020-04-03 13:19:49 UTC  

What? I'm in the chat pronounce please your name

2020-04-03 13:19:55 UTC  

With k

2020-04-03 13:20:00 UTC  

no, cant vc

2020-04-03 13:20:03 UTC  

am busy

2020-04-03 13:20:23 UTC  

So next time

2020-04-03 13:20:31 UTC  

Don't forget

2020-04-03 13:20:50 UTC  

Show me your Russian name with k sound in it

2020-04-03 13:20:58 UTC  

Amazing

2020-04-03 13:25:09 UTC  

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2020-04-03 15:34:42 UTC  

a part of a chapter of the book im reading that i think is pretty interesting and relevant to what we were talking about yesterday:

2020-04-03 15:34:43 UTC  

There it comes willingly: welcome, tarantula! Your triangle and symbol sits black on your back; and I also know what sits in your soul. Revenge sits in your soul: wherever you bite, black scabs grow; your poison makes the soul whirl with revenge.

Thus I speak to you in a parable—you who make souls whirl, you preachers of equality. To me you are tarantulas, and secretly vengeful. But I shall bring your secrets to light; therefore I laugh in your faces with my laughter of the heights. Therefore I tear at your webs, that your rage may lure you out of your lie-holes and your revenge may leap out from behind your word justice. For that man be delivered from revenge, that is for me the bridge to the highest hope, and a rainbow after long storms.

The tarantulas, of course, would have it otherwise. "What justice means to us is precisely that the world be filled with the storms of our revenge"—thus they speak to each other. "We shall wreak vengeance and abuse on all whose equals we are not"—thus do the tarantula-hearts vow. "And 'will to equality' shall henceforth be the name for virtue; and against all that has power we want to raise our clamor!"

You preachers of equality, the tyrannomania of impotence clamors thus out of you for equality: your most secret ambitions to be tyrants thus shroud themselves in words of virtue. Aggrieved conceit, repressed envy—perhaps the conceit and envy of your fathers—erupt from you as a flame and as the frenzy of revenge.

2020-04-03 15:50:12 UTC  

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2020-04-03 15:50:21 UTC  

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2020-04-03 15:50:39 UTC  

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2020-04-03 16:11:23 UTC  

il be back later

2020-04-03 16:11:47 UTC  

ok

2020-04-03 16:17:02 UTC  

Am open for some sort of discussion

2020-04-03 16:17:10 UTC  

no VC, but can text chat

2020-04-03 16:33:44 UTC  

Funny Earl then T then maze called all back to back

2020-04-03 16:34:22 UTC  

what?

2020-04-03 17:00:43 UTC  

What happened to all the money JLP raised for the new building?

2020-04-03 17:08:40 UTC  

maybe u should call in and ask where it went to

2020-04-03 17:12:54 UTC  

Theyre still looking for the building

2020-04-03 17:14:16 UTC  

yeh he probably knew that much xD "still looking"

2020-04-03 17:14:44 UTC  

ya still looking

2020-04-03 17:14:49 UTC  

share what you know

2020-04-03 18:01:13 UTC  

any advice on dealing with parents who are practically still children themselves? finding myself in a funny but morbid situation here lol

2020-04-03 18:02:39 UTC  

no mic sorry

2020-04-03 18:02:46 UTC  
2020-04-03 18:02:54 UTC  

just listening rn

2020-04-03 18:03:02 UTC  

cant speak right now so im typing lol

2020-04-03 18:03:21 UTC  

I was talking to someone else

2020-04-03 18:03:31 UTC  

but I can tell you for your question too

2020-04-03 18:03:37 UTC  

okee

2020-04-03 18:03:54 UTC  

They aren't as experienced in life as others would be

2020-04-03 18:04:13 UTC  

so theyre basically rookies

2020-04-03 18:04:40 UTC  

so il expand abit on the problem at hand here

2020-04-03 18:04:51 UTC  

alright

2020-04-03 18:09:53 UTC  

you writing a essay?

2020-04-03 18:10:21 UTC  

this kind of stuff happens alot, my mother goes out all day drinking and probably doing drugs, acting like a whore too probably. comes home hysterical expecting me to help her out. so in this case she asks to take my phone which i dont use and i would have been fine to give it to her. i tell her to calm down and ask her why she is shouting and demanding from me. she carries on telling me i have to or whatever. then i tell her no so she starts screaming and going crazy at me so i just left the room. now shes screaming and breaking shit like an entitled child when they dont get what they want. i can obviously pin point all the causes of this: her being spoiled as a child, people submitting to her anger instead of telling her no, and the fact that she gave birth to me at the age im at right now (17) and my dad fucked off really early. so she is the archetypical modern woman: single mother, alcoholic, entitled, childlike, and stupid. im not sure how to deal with the problem appropriately though since if i engage with her stupidity or anger whatsoever il go all in and end up screaming over her and been hysterical myself and ultimately end up just shouting over her until she just breaks down crying.

2020-04-03 18:10:26 UTC  

ye kind of an essay lol