Message from @Japheth

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2020-11-10 23:29:00 UTC  

but maybe i just been watching too much JLP Show lately lol

2020-11-10 23:29:22 UTC  

well

2020-11-10 23:29:24 UTC  

tbh

2020-11-10 23:29:32 UTC  

i grew up in not very good conditions

2020-11-10 23:29:37 UTC  

and i built up alot of anger inside

2020-11-10 23:29:40 UTC  

more than u can imagine

2020-11-10 23:29:43 UTC  

i almost went insane

2020-11-10 23:29:51 UTC  

i had to do speecches in class in uni

2020-11-10 23:29:57 UTC  

and i cried in front of the class

2020-11-10 23:30:19 UTC  

cuz i felt people can see past my barrier

2020-11-10 23:30:23 UTC  

i guess its simlar

2020-11-10 23:30:34 UTC  

i felt naked

2020-11-10 23:30:38 UTC  

yea that makes sense

2020-11-10 23:30:41 UTC  

and couldnt stop crying

2020-11-10 23:30:43 UTC  

i had to face

2020-11-10 23:30:46 UTC  

a part of me

2020-11-10 23:30:54 UTC  

i have alot of pent up anger

2020-11-10 23:31:01 UTC  

that is a part of me now

2020-11-10 23:31:04 UTC  

sadly

2020-11-10 23:31:09 UTC  

Wow..

2020-11-10 23:31:11 UTC  

you also had to realize that nothing is hidden in the dark that the light will not find

2020-11-10 23:31:16 UTC  

ya

2020-11-10 23:31:26 UTC  

i have some issues i guess

2020-11-10 23:31:42 UTC  

that's actualyl a lot more common than you might think

2020-11-10 23:32:00 UTC  

i'd even venture to say that most people are that way today

2020-11-10 23:32:10 UTC  

ok

2020-11-10 23:32:18 UTC  

like when i talk

2020-11-10 23:32:23 UTC  

sometimes i hear my fathers vooice

2020-11-10 23:32:25 UTC  

and i hate it

2020-11-10 23:32:31 UTC  

Dang.

2020-11-10 23:32:33 UTC  

How old are you?

2020-11-10 23:32:41 UTC  

27

2020-11-10 23:32:44 UTC  

Aight..

2020-11-10 23:33:05 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/457991466174906368/775865649628708894/pe1.mp4

2020-11-10 23:33:32 UTC  

ya i almost went insane

2020-11-10 23:33:43 UTC  

i am not sure if u can understand that feeling

2020-11-10 23:34:08 UTC  

why do you not like remembering your father's voice? parents split up?

2020-11-10 23:34:12 UTC  

na

2020-11-10 23:34:17 UTC  

welll

2020-11-10 23:34:26 UTC  

when i was growing up he would verbally abuse me

2020-11-10 23:34:33 UTC  

lol