blood disorder

what kind

automatic dq from the military like as soon as they saw my medical records i don’t know if they’d even tell me i’m disqualified i’m just out by default. sports i could’ve played but it’s too risky because just like one moderate hit to the head would kill me or simple injuries like say a baseball hitting my elbow would fuck me up and i’d be on all kinds of shit to deal with the outcome of that it’s just really shitty

hemophilia

i basically can’t form clots they don’t stick and shit

it’s not like paper cuts either it’s just like the big things

like i cut my finger on a bottle and i just put a bandaid on it i woke up literally covered in blood it looked like a murder scene it was gruesome as fuck all over just a small deep gash in my finger

use superglue man

its great

> use superglue man
@I'm gonna stop you right there that's a bit mean

why

it works grea

it closes wounds and disinfects really quick

i jumped off the top of our car once this was when i was real little like a kid so i was short and it was a big jump i rolled my ankle man i fucked my ankle up so bad i had what they call a bleed it’s like internal bleeding and it becomes inflamed and so fucking hard to move and shit like my entire joint just is immobile and shit

no they did they literally just pieced my finger back together it was weird

i can’t have stitches because they can still bleed and eventually burst

yeah superglue would work great on you

i guess just like gluing the skin back together doesn’t burst or some shit because it healed fine they give me supplemental factor which is really trippy it’s like 28k for just one syringe full of it

i think it’s like manufactured factor 8 you guys have it but the thing with hemophilia and what causes it is that hereditarily i have a factor 8 deficiency

without factor 8 i can’t clot and shit

I'd suggest to live in Jesus's name then if you cant accomplish your other goals, that is fulfilling

based

no i am i’m a big christian

But I hope doctors find a cure some time for your medical condition in your lifetime

***B I G***

not that good of one at that but my faith will never change so i was born into religion and i’ll never leave it as much of a shitty person as i am i just would never deny there is a god so

yeah i mean i don’t know if i’d ever take a cure man

it’s all genetics and shit they’d have to modify my genetics like plasma treatments and shit i’m pretty much stuck with it so

I guess good luck in your life and I'll pray for you, I hope you find something that gives you fulfillment and doesn't require you to get hurt

thanks man to me it’s just fulfilling working hard kind of carries my same outlook i had for the military honestly

give it my all and i’m kind of representing my family (military wise my country) every time i wake up i’ve been doing construction for like 4 years now

is construction fulfilling?

Nice, as long as you have a stable job that's all you can really do, I will kill Muslims in your name when I join the military

it’s apples and oranges man but to me it was kind of like a replacement for the corps for me

yea do it up

and yea construction is fulfilling

nice

it taught me a lot of valuable shit but nothing i never knew that i didn’t have before man i was always a very respectful person so i respect my boss but for me i guess it taught me how to deal with assholes because those guys are the harshest motherfuckers on the planet they are good people and they want to see you succeed my boss is like my dad to me he’s harsh on me to make me learn a lesson but loves me man i love him too he’s a great guy honestly hard working dude

construction is pretty cool too because it’s like a democracy man

yeah i worked in construction for a year

i hated it