australia moment

yea idk dude i’d love to commit to the marines but it’s genuinely a shame i can’t

Not much you can do about it sadly

sucks because the way i see it bro

i genuinely want to do it

you only have one life

so it’s not like i could ever do it again or ever have another chance

it’s my life they tell me i can’t do it and it blows because ever since i was a kid i wanted to be a marine and i feel like if i joined the corps it would change my life completely i wouldn’t be doing so shitty mentally and i wouldn’t be worried about what i was going to do it just seriously blows man i’ve been in and out of college like 4 times selecting different majors and shit

Damn, I hope you find something you enjoy and can use to serve the country in the future

i’m going to die never living out one of my dreams so it’s kind of bummy but there’s also a ton of other shit i’m pissed off about too like boxing i can’t box but it’s always been my dream to box

i could never play sports and shit

you know how bad i wanted to play football or some shit bro it’s just genuinely bummy as fuck

What medical condition CDO you have that stops you from doing this if you don't mind me asking

blood disorder

what kind

automatic dq from the military like as soon as they saw my medical records i don’t know if they’d even tell me i’m disqualified i’m just out by default. sports i could’ve played but it’s too risky because just like one moderate hit to the head would kill me or simple injuries like say a baseball hitting my elbow would fuck me up and i’d be on all kinds of shit to deal with the outcome of that it’s just really shitty

hemophilia

i basically can’t form clots they don’t stick and shit

it’s not like paper cuts either it’s just like the big things

like i cut my finger on a bottle and i just put a bandaid on it i woke up literally covered in blood it looked like a murder scene it was gruesome as fuck all over just a small deep gash in my finger

use superglue man

its great

> use superglue man
@I'm gonna stop you right there that's a bit mean

why

it works grea

it closes wounds and disinfects really quick

i jumped off the top of our car once this was when i was real little like a kid so i was short and it was a big jump i rolled my ankle man i fucked my ankle up so bad i had what they call a bleed it’s like internal bleeding and it becomes inflamed and so fucking hard to move and shit like my entire joint just is immobile and shit

no they did they literally just pieced my finger back together it was weird

i can’t have stitches because they can still bleed and eventually burst

yeah superglue would work great on you

i guess just like gluing the skin back together doesn’t burst or some shit because it healed fine they give me supplemental factor which is really trippy it’s like 28k for just one syringe full of it

i think it’s like manufactured factor 8 you guys have it but the thing with hemophilia and what causes it is that hereditarily i have a factor 8 deficiency

without factor 8 i can’t clot and shit

I'd suggest to live in Jesus's name then if you cant accomplish your other goals, that is fulfilling

based

no i am i’m a big christian

But I hope doctors find a cure some time for your medical condition in your lifetime

***B I G***

not that good of one at that but my faith will never change so i was born into religion and i’ll never leave it as much of a shitty person as i am i just would never deny there is a god so

yeah i mean i don’t know if i’d ever take a cure man

it’s all genetics and shit they’d have to modify my genetics like plasma treatments and shit i’m pretty much stuck with it so