I've seen God's work pay off for me

Once I woke up in the middle of the night with what I can only explain was a seizure

Find no reason to leave

Idk why but I felt the urge to wake up and walk downstairs

a few years ago it would have driven me insane, now that i know what they are, and that they have to play by rules, i can accept them as part of reality and it doesn’t scare me. its the unknown that causes fear

ER made me realize I was protected

My dad kept telling me to go back to sleep but the amount of pain made it unbearable to anything

Religion was driving me insane

It made me want to end my life

I felt watched and judged

I felt as though I had no privacy

I saw God to be more like Big Brother from 1984

Kind of crazy the amount of pain one goes through can make someone want to end their own life

God forgives

you are being watched and judged, and not just by spiritual beings. privacy is a lie to get your guard down. accept that you are on a stage and realize that it brings stability and closure to what you thought was a random and unpredictable world

Well

This convo is making me depressed

Life is depressing

S--t happens

i can’t even go outside without nature constantly reminding me that theres more than meets the eye. its reassuring to me, because the thought of some random, pointless death is what causes true fear. knowing you’re being watched makes you feel like a protagonist rather than an NPC

It seems a lot less s--t happened just a couple years ago

The fact that there is no afterlife gives me closure

No afterlife sounds depressing

without judgement then evil would win without consequence. i couldn’t bear knowing that everyone who fought for truth and good died for nothing and that evil would never see justice, what a horrifying thought

Evil does win

Evil is everywhere

It wins some and loses some

There's a reason why nice guys finish last

As conspiracy theorists you guys should be well aware of that

*Ignores WW1 AND WW2*

the devil does his job well, what you gain in this world isn’t what matters, nor does it bring the happiness you think it will

Would saint maximilian ever sacrifice his life in the Holocaust if he knew there was no afterlife?

That's a question I dont want the answer to

You don't know is there is or isn't a afterlife

We don't have proof of such thing existing

People who come back say it's real

the creator isn’t going to let his favorite creations openly defy him and kill all those who respect him without consequence. this is obviously a test, this insane level of lies and deceit would never have been victorious unless the creator let it happen as a test. as it happens, the prophecies all predicted it. its all part of the plan

But is always denied by BUT HE WAS RELIGIOUS

People have said they have seen jesus

truth is more beautiful in a world of lies. light shines brighter in darkness. the creator is an artist, he understands contrast. like a good song, or a good story, we’re in the conflict stage so the climax will be greater for it.