Message from @Corndog
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like going there you associated/remembered how it make you feel
then it triggers it
@Solipsistic Vinarchy Just shows you the power of the mind. That's awful. Sounds like middle school was crushing and you associated that with emptiness or whatever
*Frued.mpg intensifies*
ya
middle school was rough
I actually started feeling it while you were talking about it.
I was homeschooled in middle school, thank God.
YA
Got better at fighting it back tho
I can do that too
project myself into it
crazy shit
how this works
I remember specifically this one time
I had my "final" for gym and we had to run the track
and soon as I ran into that area I mentally knew "Here it comes"
and boom
it hit
yea
still hard tho
I've been totally better for the past few years, which I'm very grateful for
But for a couple years in High School, I'd always be in a bit of a mist
And sometimes sink full-on into nothingness, I don't really know how else to describe it
I wonder if this has always existed or if it's something new
I feel like most mental disorders are primarily modern problems
victims of the modern world
Dude dusty turned me on to Think Like A Cop on youtube and videos are legit. Not to distract but yeah
I think mental disorders have already existed but are heightened today because of leisure and lack of purpose and lack of church
it's almost like like this evil in the world bleeds off and can effect your mind
For example, PTSD didn't exist before modern warfare. I think depression is the same idea, but a disease of modern civilian life.
Just yelled at cunt sister for having loud ass conversations outside my room at midnight.
She’s crying
Why she crying
Because she's a woman
Even I can tell you that
average over emotional woman
Ive heard of people who're stuck in a depersonalization stage forever
I don't want to think about that
ya that would suck