Message from @swplSteve

I paid for an escort to cuddle with me last night and it is pretty much certainly the most pathetic, self-defeating, embarrassing thing I have ever and will ever do. She looked very little like she did in the picture I saw online, but even so I could just tell within seconds that she didn't give a fuck about me or even really acknowledge my existence beyond the money I was carrying and the function she was supposed to perform in my company. I made it clear I wasn't going to try anything more than just cuddling as agreed (£500 for an hour) but she kept interrupting me about the payment, and plus she was Slavic so her English just wasn't good at all. I thought he may wear some nice lingerie or even take a shower before hand. When I suggested we shower beforehand together she first said the "water is no working" and then said "how much more you have?" obviously meaning the water was in fact working. So I took off all my clothes anyway, and it was a really cold night so my willy wasn't erect which made me feel like a cuck. She went down to her underwear, which looked well-worn and to be honest a little stained (I don't know why). I was going to ask her to be nude but I knew she would just waste more time explaining I hadn't paid to have sexual intercourse with her. I only laid there for about 15 minutes with her spooning, with me behind and holding her. It felt so one-sided and non-intimate that I eventually just said I was going to leave early. I half expected her to apologize and say sorry, I'll be more friendly. But she immediately put on a bathrobe and spoke on her phone standing by the window with her back to me. I left and walked all the way home which took like one and a half hours because I was too guilty to pay for a bus since I'd wasted so much money already. What a waste of time. I'm lonelier than ever. And it rained this morning but my childlike excitement was extinguished in seconds when I realized I'd just end up walking around alone.

Marcus Antonius

2018-07-10 04:14:06 UTC

Then proceeds to say "hundreds of contradictions" yet cant show me one

Message from @swplSteve

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