I'm at the casino

i really wish i didn't just google that...

damnit henry...

I gotta find the good Penny slots

I know that video feel

K here we go

sheit

thank you for introducing me to that video @Vicious .

I hate it now but i needed it, and i needed it years ago too.

you need the NIN version

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=epRB03P1vvE

HENRY ROOLIN

text effects are cringe, but song just amplifies it.

is there anything for us at the end of all of this?

any point to it?

i hope to reach the singularity, digitalize and live a REAL life from there

otherwise, i just want to enjoy myself and watch it all burn

that's exactly what my therapist said, word for word.

im digitalize your mom

"nooooo anon this is your life, you only have one, go live it!"

i lived it up to 27, then died

what

eh being romantic, sorry

I'm on Lexapro for 5 weeks now and it hasn't been too bad, ssris might help you, you never know until you try it

sex

I try to keep lying to myself about it but i know im full of shit

Just focus on taking it day by day

dude

"all the nights you wrapped your arms around yourself, pretending someone was holding you"

go to altitude

This is such bullshit i have to wear a mask in Louisiana

Don't worry about tomorrow, just think about today

and jump

In Nevada they have slot machines in stores like winco

;__;

Fuck i I lost my 20 im outta hwee

i found my happiness but he walked right on out of my life without a word

i was angry for a long time and i degraded myself trying to get that feeling back but now im just empty and on auto pilot

It's possible to find happiness again, it's not a once in a lifetime thing

I honestlt might not l3ave Louisiana