Message from @amjurfinah
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Wasn't healthy though
The biggest thing I learned was that i didnt have a drinking problem, I had a living problem that stemmed from childhood trauma.. the only thing that fixed it was talking to the right people, tackling it head on, and a day at a time
it's never too late to turn it around ricky.
So... are you using it to escape sumthing? I know cliche.. but if you face w/e it is - wont that help?
Yes @amjurfinah
i drink juice instead of alc
What’s the numero uno problemo of American? It is having no problems so they always search a problem when non actually exist
aldi's got some damn good apple juice
There's things I cant let go in my padt
Past
that still hurt so bad
juice, protein shakes, water, tea, whatever works for you
I would take those things... write it down.. burn it. Symbolic purge. Then face a little at a time
Ya its kinda funny I went to prison n shit but that shit was such a goddamn waste
and it hurts
11 years later
The first rehab stinr
15 years later
Hurts
I cant forgive me
drinking could end you up back there again. my dad got jailed from it a couple of times
Tbh im kucky to be around yakl.. yall are smarter than me and help remind me of what i should have done
> There's things I cant let go in my padt
@Ricky Beanbag man we all got shit in the past. You’re not special to be honest. You just have to accept it happened. You can’t undo it. What you have right now is the present and the future. The past already happened. Fucking accept it and move on. There is too much opportunity.
You are gonna hafta forgive yourself as best as possible. Can you use it to help anyone else?
replace drugs with weights
helping others will give you a sense of self worth and lessen the pain of regret.
I'm not special at all
any weewoo tonight?
but if i don't sober the fuck up asap ima die or kill someone
Eat foods
Good that you know it.
And mais aqua
eat tasty food dood
remind yourself of that every time you think about drinking.
Why would you kill someone? What did they do to you for you to decide to kill them?
Don’t make someone else a victim of your own troubles
Just focusing on getting sober right now. Worry about fixing and working on shit after. Don't overwhelm yourself. That caused me to lapse alot
One step at a time
do you do AA? @Ricky Beanbag