Message from @Ricky Beanbag
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Save that monies for tendies
Check out SMART recovery if you're not as religious
Honestly how is alcohol legal
ill never understand why AA is so religious
It's insane
Prohibition
Because monks?
because companies make lots of money off it
I suggest you look into videos of children in banana republic shit hole countries every day for the next week. And then tell me if life sucks for you. They have no choice there. You have everything here and yet you want to choose more of the bad stuff than the good stuff. You can do it and you have it all here. Banana republic kids don’t have shit. Be grateful
After getting sober I realize how much alcohol is pushed in our faces. It's literally everywhere
Its already destroyed my family onxe
Believing in a higher power helps some
I cant let it happen twice
Not to my fad
Dad
I'm religious but I made myself drink, and I was the only one that could stop it. So I did it alone
Wasn't healthy though
The biggest thing I learned was that i didnt have a drinking problem, I had a living problem that stemmed from childhood trauma.. the only thing that fixed it was talking to the right people, tackling it head on, and a day at a time
it's never too late to turn it around ricky.
So... are you using it to escape sumthing? I know cliche.. but if you face w/e it is - wont that help?
i drink juice instead of alc
What’s the numero uno problemo of American? It is having no problems so they always search a problem when non actually exist
aldi's got some damn good apple juice
There's things I cant let go in my padt
Past
that still hurt so bad
juice, protein shakes, water, tea, whatever works for you
I would take those things... write it down.. burn it. Symbolic purge. Then face a little at a time
Ya its kinda funny I went to prison n shit but that shit was such a goddamn waste
and it hurts
11 years later
The first rehab stinr
15 years later
Hurts
I cant forgive me
You are proally ready to face them. That's why its coming back out
drinking could end you up back there again. my dad got jailed from it a couple of times
Tbh im kucky to be around yakl.. yall are smarter than me and help remind me of what i should have done
> There's things I cant let go in my padt
@Ricky Beanbag man we all got shit in the past. You’re not special to be honest. You just have to accept it happened. You can’t undo it. What you have right now is the present and the future. The past already happened. Fucking accept it and move on. There is too much opportunity.
You are gonna hafta forgive yourself as best as possible. Can you use it to help anyone else?