Past

that still hurt so bad

juice, protein shakes, water, tea, whatever works for you

I would take those things... write it down.. burn it. Symbolic purge. Then face a little at a time

Ya its kinda funny I went to prison n shit but that shit was such a goddamn waste

and it hurts

11 years later

The first rehab stinr

15 years later

Hurts

I cant forgive me

You are proally ready to face them. That's why its coming back out

drinking could end you up back there again. my dad got jailed from it a couple of times

Tbh im kucky to be around yakl.. yall are smarter than me and help remind me of what i should have done

> There's things I cant let go in my padt
@Ricky Beanbag man we all got shit in the past. You’re not special to be honest. You just have to accept it happened. You can’t undo it. What you have right now is the present and the future. The past already happened. Fucking accept it and move on. There is too much opportunity.

You are gonna hafta forgive yourself as best as possible. Can you use it to help anyone else?

replace drugs with weights

helping others will give you a sense of self worth and lessen the pain of regret.

I'm not special at all

any weewoo tonight?

but if i don't sober the fuck up asap ima die or kill someone

Eat foods

Good that you know it.

And mais aqua

eat tasty food dood

remind yourself of that every time you think about drinking.

Why would you kill someone? What did they do to you for you to decide to kill them?

Don’t make someone else a victim of your own troubles

Just focusing on getting sober right now. Worry about fixing and working on shit after. Don't overwhelm yourself. That caused me to lapse alot

One step at a time

do you do AA? @Ricky Beanbag

Yeah for a lil

Got my 4 month chip in my car

Find peeps to talk to.. call em.. text em whatever.. but ya cant go alone

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EKPSoR2GIVw

Man

You can have million friends to talk to but at end of the day it’s all up to you. You see how much power you have?

There is limited amount of things you can change in the physical world.

But the amount of things you can change internally is infinite and limitless.

I think to myselr

What a wonderful world