perfect

I'm actually an idiot savant.

Like I naturally can dance so well to the point where.. i'm like michael jackson

and I can draw very well without trying when i listen to certain songs.

Like I just doodle and my hand automatically follows the "feel" of the song and suddenly a picture on the paper

I dont even know how I do it

I think you're very creative but might have a hard time socializing with others

Yeah

I got a lot of antisocial tendacies

some woman at the hospital thought I was "Van Gough"

Trying to establish a trust relationship with your family/caretakers would relieve a lot of stress on your life

Yeah...

I'm autistic too

That explains the savantism

Oh ok I have a cousin that's autistic

Two actually

Thing is, when you talk to me

It's less obvious

like IRL

I act normal

Autistic people aren't stupid at all

Simply by repeating shit.

the first 5 years of my life

I repeated what everyone said

in a similar fashion to the terminator

To "learn to talk"

That's a good strategy tbh

I use words i dont even know meaning of, and correctly

It's weird

I've always felt like... not human

I've felt like an animal, a cyborg, an alien ect.

Well what is human

I never felt human

I don't think that puts you in a special situation man

I dont know

Everyone has an identity crisis

I never was happy

Yea I mean neither are all poets ever

I just got kicked out of a support group for going on about how they were all bugmen telling me to seek all professional help.

I did they pushed religion onto me

Telling me to convert.