Message from @Rex Colt

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2018-06-17 03:45:20 UTC  

Nope

2018-06-17 03:45:23 UTC  

perfect

2018-06-17 03:45:32 UTC  

I'm actually an idiot savant.

2018-06-17 03:45:50 UTC  

Like I naturally can dance so well to the point where.. i'm like michael jackson

2018-06-17 03:46:07 UTC  

and I can draw very well without trying when i listen to certain songs.

2018-06-17 03:46:25 UTC  

Like I just doodle and my hand automatically follows the "feel" of the song and suddenly a picture on the paper

2018-06-17 03:46:29 UTC  

I dont even know how I do it

2018-06-17 03:46:53 UTC  

I think you're very creative but might have a hard time socializing with others

2018-06-17 03:46:57 UTC  

Yeah

2018-06-17 03:47:01 UTC  

I got a lot of antisocial tendacies

2018-06-17 03:47:19 UTC  

some woman at the hospital thought I was "Van Gough"

2018-06-17 03:47:22 UTC  

Trying to establish a trust relationship with your family/caretakers would relieve a lot of stress on your life

2018-06-17 03:47:26 UTC  

Yeah...

2018-06-17 03:47:31 UTC  

I'm autistic too

2018-06-17 03:47:39 UTC  

That explains the savantism

2018-06-17 03:47:39 UTC  

Oh ok I have a cousin that's autistic

2018-06-17 03:47:43 UTC  

Two actually

2018-06-17 03:47:47 UTC  

Thing is, when you talk to me

2018-06-17 03:47:49 UTC  

It's less obvious

2018-06-17 03:47:52 UTC  

like IRL

2018-06-17 03:47:54 UTC  

I act normal

2018-06-17 03:47:57 UTC  

Autistic people aren't stupid at all

2018-06-17 03:48:00 UTC  

Simply by repeating shit.

2018-06-17 03:48:08 UTC  

the first 5 years of my life

2018-06-17 03:48:13 UTC  

I repeated what everyone said

2018-06-17 03:48:18 UTC  

in a similar fashion to the terminator

2018-06-17 03:48:23 UTC  

To "learn to talk"

2018-06-17 03:48:32 UTC  

That's a good strategy tbh

2018-06-17 03:48:40 UTC  

I use words i dont even know meaning of, and correctly

2018-06-17 03:48:46 UTC  

It's weird

2018-06-17 03:48:51 UTC  

I've always felt like... not human

2018-06-17 03:49:01 UTC  

I've felt like an animal, a cyborg, an alien ect.

2018-06-17 03:49:01 UTC  

Well what is human

2018-06-17 03:49:03 UTC  

I never felt human

2018-06-17 03:49:17 UTC  

I don't think that puts you in a special situation man

2018-06-17 03:49:22 UTC  

I dont know

2018-06-17 03:49:23 UTC  

Everyone has an identity crisis

2018-06-17 03:49:24 UTC  

I never was happy

2018-06-17 03:49:39 UTC  

Yea I mean neither are all poets ever

2018-06-17 03:49:45 UTC  

I just got kicked out of a support group for going on about how they were all bugmen telling me to seek all professional help.

2018-06-17 03:49:58 UTC  

I did they pushed religion onto me