Message from @Rex Colt

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2018-06-17 03:46:57 UTC  

Yeah

2018-06-17 03:47:01 UTC  

I got a lot of antisocial tendacies

2018-06-17 03:47:19 UTC  

some woman at the hospital thought I was "Van Gough"

2018-06-17 03:47:22 UTC  

Trying to establish a trust relationship with your family/caretakers would relieve a lot of stress on your life

2018-06-17 03:47:26 UTC  

Yeah...

2018-06-17 03:47:31 UTC  

I'm autistic too

2018-06-17 03:47:39 UTC  

That explains the savantism

2018-06-17 03:47:39 UTC  

Oh ok I have a cousin that's autistic

2018-06-17 03:47:43 UTC  

Two actually

2018-06-17 03:47:47 UTC  

Thing is, when you talk to me

2018-06-17 03:47:49 UTC  

It's less obvious

2018-06-17 03:47:52 UTC  

like IRL

2018-06-17 03:47:54 UTC  

I act normal

2018-06-17 03:47:57 UTC  

Autistic people aren't stupid at all

2018-06-17 03:48:00 UTC  

Simply by repeating shit.

2018-06-17 03:48:08 UTC  

the first 5 years of my life

2018-06-17 03:48:13 UTC  

I repeated what everyone said

2018-06-17 03:48:18 UTC  

in a similar fashion to the terminator

2018-06-17 03:48:23 UTC  

To "learn to talk"

2018-06-17 03:48:32 UTC  

That's a good strategy tbh

2018-06-17 03:48:40 UTC  

I use words i dont even know meaning of, and correctly

2018-06-17 03:48:46 UTC  

It's weird

2018-06-17 03:48:51 UTC  

I've always felt like... not human

2018-06-17 03:49:01 UTC  

I've felt like an animal, a cyborg, an alien ect.

2018-06-17 03:49:01 UTC  

Well what is human

2018-06-17 03:49:03 UTC  

I never felt human

2018-06-17 03:49:17 UTC  

I don't think that puts you in a special situation man

2018-06-17 03:49:22 UTC  

I dont know

2018-06-17 03:49:23 UTC  

Everyone has an identity crisis

2018-06-17 03:49:24 UTC  

I never was happy

2018-06-17 03:49:39 UTC  

Yea I mean neither are all poets ever

2018-06-17 03:49:45 UTC  

I just got kicked out of a support group for going on about how they were all bugmen telling me to seek all professional help.

2018-06-17 03:49:58 UTC  

I did they pushed religion onto me

2018-06-17 03:50:04 UTC  

Telling me to convert.

2018-06-17 03:50:09 UTC  

Tired of it

2018-06-17 03:50:39 UTC  

I hate existing

2018-06-17 03:50:48 UTC  

This world doesnt... feel right.

2018-06-17 03:50:49 UTC  

I'm not religious but tbh I think just being in a religious community or being apart of a church could help people socialize

2018-06-17 03:50:54 UTC  

Nah didnt help me

2018-06-17 03:51:03 UTC  

They told me I was going to hell for masturbating.

2018-06-17 03:51:11 UTC  

Well women arent gonna givee me what I want