"a particular mythology" no, not like that

IT HAS TO BE A STORY OR IT IS INCOHERENT

not giving a particular meaning

UNRELATED DETAILS

but giving meaning itself

GIVING A PORTRAYAL OF REALITY

"<hella_pitted> If anything the more fatalistic and desperate attitude of newer bands encapsulates the feeling we all have staring into the inkblot of existence."

read Euronymous' words

THAT MAY BE SOMEWHAT MYTHOLOGICAL

about what he wanted people to do, to feel

read his lyrics

Pagan Fears is a good one

that's the mentality

EURONYMOUS SLEPT WITH THE PIGS

OH WAIT

YES

The music doesn't at all frame such feelings in artistically. Fatalism and desperation merely are derived as attitudes of the composers due to lackluster music.

these people understood what mankind is, what our true consciousness is

how you are now, it's fake, it's false

and you wouldn't even know it

Like boring music indicated bored artists.

you don't know your wounds

indicating*

What does Deicide evoke?

Whatever they say

it still makes me feel alive

whatever their "message" (which I disagree with)

it's real, real life

the realest

no I'm fine

Sorry

the enormity of this is that we are all fine

we're all fine, just persisting

Why are dissatisfied

You

I'm not, at all times, I am content

I sense that this contentment is not right though

What else do you want

The dullness of the world dulls its people, in turn dulling them from anything not dull.

I want things to be meaningfully true

true to self that is